I have a “problem”.
Back 6-7 months ago, I did a love and lust spell on a close friend. I did it many times.
Back at that time I was madly in love with her so well you can guess how desperate I was.
I bombed her with spells for like a few months.
They worked to some extent. She started flirting with me and such, but she was still playing the bitch, refusing to come at my place, refusing my kisses ect.
The problem is, because of all of that I got really depressed, and that’s exactly when she started actively seducing me. She asked me out a couple of times but I was too damn depressed to do a damn thing. Didn’t move on her.
In the end she started hooking up with someone else (the lust spell was making her horny af) and this caused me a lot of pain.
After that I got totally crushed and cut all my tie to her. To this day I’m still trying to forget her.
Now there’s the thing…She started talking with me again, lately, but I don’t know what the hell she wants. She’s droping hints but I might be paranoid. A part of me want to try some lust/love on her because, why not ? I’m single. But a big part of me cries to move on and to do not waste my time again with her. And that I might get hurt badly again.
So, I’m in a deadlock. My love/sex life is nonexistent because I’m too reserved but I think I’d have a highest success rate by working on her rather than trying to attract someone new.
What do you guys think ? If you were me what would you do ?
Too bad I don’t have any divination skill.