Taking a break from magick is sometimes a good thing. You could try going without it for a while. You dont have to put it down for all of 2019.
I know I know
To go deeper into the magick.
Is “Make people suffer” an acceptable answer?
Yes, an admirable one even
To do better.
Not even being a smartass lol. In every area, every facet of life, there is room for improvement, and strides to be made (for me specifically)
Mainly concerning control over self, and outward manifestation of will. Focussing a lot more on organization and financial matters (not as much damned gemini gone with the wind every other day shit lol)
For me, I always remind myself to never give up ever again.
Coming back to Magick brought my life back out of the shitter and I remind myself of this twice a year, Samhain and new yrs.
It works, I am not here to judge.
I didnt make any this time. When I hope it brings bad luck. So I try not to hope anymore.