I found him i overlooked him in one of my dream journals
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Scariest mundane thing:
A while back, I was given some medication by a doctor that it turns out can cause massive neurological damage. I took it without knowing this and only found out about the dangerous side effects after I started having problems. Anyway, it was pretty terrifying, but I slowly started doing better over the years. Of course, with medical and mental health problems, there is always the possibility that any time you start to feel bad again it might be the time you don’t recover. That’s pretty scary too. Anyway, years ago, I was on a mailing list for an online support group for the medication. A woman showed up who had taken a related medication. She talked about how she just knew that she had holes in her brain, and her description of how she was losing her mind was terrifying. This wasn’t some creepy but ultimately unrelated problem. This was someone who had taken something similar to what I had taken and was having problems, like I was, only worse. I’ve had ups and down since then, but luckily, it has never gotten as bad as what that woman experienced. (Although, it turns out that the medication causes brain lesions, which I guess are like microscopic holes in one’s brain stem. So, she was right.)
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Probably having sleep paralysis and seeing a face covered in blood smiling at me and only moving out of sight once I could move again.
Also having a lucid dream where someone asked for my soul, then proceeded to say “you can trust me” (yeah right…) and then she got sucked into a portal
I get woken up to screaming in my ear sometimes which is always lovely.
Also being chased by a shadow person in my dream that had the same height and build as me (leading me to think it may be my shadow self forcing me to pay attention to it, sounds a lot like me tbh) chasing me until I would wake up.
That’s all.
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Well when I was 14 I tried to summon a demon. I had no idea what I was doing I was just rebelling against my southern Baptist mother. I had Christian views and I approached this conjuring with the WRONG mindset. I ended up summoning what I can only describe as a hellhound. I have searched for anything resembling this creature for a long time and have found absolutely nothing. It had eyes like a spider, at least 2 tails that were more like snakes, a head like a lion a body like a bear but legs and feet like a dog and when it ran it sounded like hundreds of horses charging. At the time I took it as a warning but now thinking back I feel like it was a mediator and it sensed my fear and left.
I was outside smoking a cigarette the night after the ritual when it showed up in my back yard/driveway (our driveway went pretty much all the way to the wood line.) When it showed up everything else went black. There was only me and this creature nothing else existed. I was paralyzed. It snorted and turned and ran with the sound of thunder. I haven’t seen it again in real life or on the internet. it’s as if this thing doesn’t exist. And no I was not on drugs.
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I can relate to this about sleep paralysis having to think about what I could have posted from my own experiences. I had absolutely forgot about my sleep paralysis that occurs once every time or so. Not as frequent thankfully. Anyway I guess I could say most terrifying experience I had was in the form of sleep paralysis that happened recently. About two months ago once again I had woken up I realized I was in sleep paralysis but then after the fact I realized I was actually still in the dreaming state in my own room as I recall seeing floating small black shape-like dots around the room (I have a red colored lava lamp that I leave in a secured spot) which explains why I could see them so vividly with the naked eye even while in the dream state.
This occured for about 3 minutes then I noticed my hearing was becoming a little high pitched when in the no where I heard a very but short loud bang (more of something hitting like sound) if that makes sense. This is where things got very disturbing after the sudden bang there came a sound of someone screeching in agony as I described it before here it was the type of sound no one should be hearing. The Forbidden Sound as I called it in my dream journal. From there It almost felt like the air was being sucked out of me I couldn’t take the shit anymore so I woke my self up by moving my fingers as much as I could. I Instantly remember waking up but I was still completely frozen locked in my bed. It’s where I noticed whispers in my ear that I couldn’t make it out what they said as my heart was on full blast for a short second. After my heart settled down, my sleep by this point was all over the place.
I stayed in this position (my right side) for a couple more minutes then had another small awake dream like state where I could hear tapping on the closet walls and this backround gasp of someones voice that was not pleasant whatsoever. The problem here is that I was falling into a deep in and out cycle of sleep that was interfering with this sleep paralysis. I had to completely wake my self up I noticed it was about 4:22 am. Got a glass of water then drank some orange juice I noticed looking around my kitchen (now 4:32 am) it felt as if I been drained in a way from my energy but health wise I felt fine. I knew there was nothing that followed me from the dreams because one of my senses I use to work with my spirits would have triggered something by now. It was just a terrible case of sleep paralysis by far in a long time. The day after the Incident I did a cleansing meditation for postive energy boost which helped perfectly. Haven’t got anything as bad as this one yet.
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I have way too many to share… haha
My 1st one was when I was around 3 or 4 years old when me and my mother saw an airy lady dressed in black telling her that her wish would come true. Then when we were home… at the junction of the street we heard a strange sound of dripping water. When we arrived home we found the washing machine topped over and a leaf of the calender from the kitchen floating in the water. The date of the calendar was the exact date my mother got her wish come true. We still have the paper at home as a reminder.
Second one was when I was a student. I had weird dreams of my dead great grandmother. She pointed me out an accident by the car with all details and told me to say to my parents. I told them. Next day they were in the exact spot she mentioned and they got a car almost hit them. Because my dad knew the dream and he was prepared, he managed to avoid the car and both my parents were seated from certain death.
At that same house I would feel half an hr earlier that the light bulb would explode without it showing any signs. And every time I would leave the room it would blow up. No electrical faults.
Some years later when I moved into my new house I had a shadow person passing through me twice. It was absolutely scary because I felt like I was see through like a cloud.
Same house I saw another dream of the 4 elders of the universe. At the time I had no idea about them. I found out years later when I got involved in the occult.
New house years later and a newly built too. I had a dream the previous day about archangel Michael protecting me. The next day I went to take a selfie and I got a proper outline of a man standing behind me. I might post the photo. You don’t have to be spiritual to see the man.
Same house… couple of months later… I had lit a candle to St Michael and I went for a shower. I returned back in the room later on and I felt some really strong electric current in the atmosphere that was making it hard for me to breathe. I shouted… st Michael is this you. Immediately the power went off and on. I was staying in awe watching around me.
I also had a massive orb opening the door behind me and then closing it pushing me out of the house.
I had more experiences when I started working with the djinns. They told me about Covid before it was even a thing. It was on a dream. Then the next day when I woke up I saw one of my plants floating in front of me and then they dropped it. They also unlocked one of my cupboards and closed it back.
I also saw a demon with my real eyes. He looked like Sallos or Sitri… more like Sallos. I was not on any drugs or medication and what I saw truly convinced me about the occult. Next day an unexplained dirt and dump appeared at that spot that lasted for half a month and we could not find the reason so we can repair it.
Well the list goes on and on… I think the scariest were the one with St Michael, the demon and the spiritual rain …
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I get whispering in my ears too sometimes, usually something whispering my name. The banging sound could be exploding head syndrome? I also hear tapping during sleep paralysis, like someone is waiting for something.
I’m glad it doesn’t happen to you anymore.
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The banging sound was part of the sleep paralysis not anything health wise. This was part of the experience of hearing a loud bang on my wall followed by the disturbing sound of agony while in the sleepy dream state but awake inside the dream and aware of your surroundings. The sound of pain was so intense and impactful that I had to do my own cleansing on myself as I said in my post. Believe me if I knew it was anything health wise I would have Immediately checked myself out at my doctors. This was just a terrible case of sleep paralysis. I’ve been trying to use sleep paralysis as of recently as a gateway to astral projection as I want to jump on that section of intrest again. One trippy night won’t stop me from experiencing a spectacular OBE. Once Again there hasn’t been anything as bad as this one terrifying Incident. I had similar crazy sleep shit happened in the past way before I even moved into the knowledge of the occult. So this had nowhere near to do with my works into the demonic nor my entities I work with who are demons. Just a shocked experience. I do appreciate your concern. These days I sleep the moment I get on the damn bed 
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What do I do to achieve this? 
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So when I was working with astroth I knew nothing about her. After I called her she showed but a rat was there protecting her. He had many scars like he was in many battles. After I had this casual experience with the rat and astroth I finally came by a picture of astroth. Appearntly she’s riding a fucking rat!!! I had no idea this picture existed till after I met up with the rat. So this is the moment I always go back to when I start to challenge my beliefs. Becuase there is no way I could have know.
Here is the pic
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It’s about as natural as it can get with me man I’m a big tea drinker so I always once in a while enjoy myself some tea with honey and let the calmness take me over. Half of the times anyway I always get tired at the right times causing my body to kick in its sleep cycle. If your having minor sleep iffys here and there I’d recommend looking into some natural tea brews that aid in sleeping. Always a top healthy choice in home remedies. Chamomile is my personal favorite. Gets me in such a great mood at night my bed is practically calling my name 
It’s just the right touch to get my sleep going.
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Legit about to run to you on Instagram about this place 
So before I run to angel on Instagram for advice, here’s this situation.
I’ve not been to the Adelphi but I can say one thing, the suicide in the 20s wasn’t a suicide, pretty sure she’s followed my sister home and forced the answer through me.
Genuinely concerned for what genuinely it may have been, and why I felt the words thank you and tear from my eyes.
I feel drawn to the adelphi but I’m genuinely not sure if it’s a safe play, feels like I’m being drawn to a trap
I’ll share mine as it left quite a mark on me. It was during particularly intense period of specific rituals I was doing, no matter the goal or something but general idea was to get me “higher” and away from things I stupidly clinged to that were blocking me, and I willingly accepted the - possible - consequences. Close to the end of this time I had a very vivid dream, unlike any other, in which I saw myself lying on the kind of funeral pyre, I was looking at myself from the top and me burning was smiling so peacefully it literally creeped me out once I woke up. I also felt incredible heat but didn’t wake up, and in the morning I felt faint smoke and burnt wood smell, which couldn’t come from anything around since I don’t have fireplace, no one around has, and I didn’t use any wood in my rites. Not gonna lie, it freaked me out at first but after time I saw the meaning of this. Still, absolutely terrifying experience because I literally felt the flames, saw them around me and what’s more, they did touch me but did not leave any marks physically (I checked thoroughly in the morning).
I woke up to my house fire last year, I called on Erzilie Dantor, and did my first ceremony with Ogun Balenjo (but I didn’t have a machete) before it. Mind you I had earlier that morning done an ancestor veneration ritual and a ceremony with Papa Legba. I don’t know how many evocations I had done in 2024 alone (this was July 7 last year). I started working with Lucifer in April that year. I was going hard and heavy. The only thing I can note is my ex and his new girlfriend ate Erzili dantors offerings and laughed about it earlier that weekend. I still shared a lease with my ex but we had broken up and things were toxic between us.
I approached Ogun haphazardly perhaps but it was after months of preparation and 4 years of consistent ceremonies within the voudon (& 21 commissions/divisions/sanse paradigm) so I wasn’t exactly a newbie… I was just without a machete as I had no ID and its hard to obtain weapons here in my country without an ID. I’m ALL prepared to go back now on the anniversary of the fire and hear the full reasoning as I repeat the ritual with all the required offerings.
I feel stupid for approaching without a machete. I sustained 3re degree burns as I walked through the flames to put out the fire so I could save my birds from the fire. If it wasn’t for the fire,
I would of never been allowed to be back on the path that has reminded me of my goals and purpose that is what I’m realising. Its a powerful path. I was unconscious after going into… Hypovolemic shock that night on the lawn, they kept giving me cold water as only the soles of feet were burnt.: and it was the middle of winter. At some point between 3am and the 2 hour ride to the main city from the regional coastal town I lived in, I was out of body with my spirits next to me giving me “instructions” about the experience. I can’t remember for the life of me “as all I can recall is the tune from the show of David lynch- “fire fire walk with me, but with a few different lwa I had worked with that month”.
What woke me up wasn’t the smoke alarm either. It was faulty. It was my aviary of 100 birds who I chose to sleep next to that night as I was home alone. If it wasn’t for me sleeping on the lounge and going tonsleeo in my bedroom, id probably of died. It will never leave my mind how they lifted me from the lounge into the centre of the living room, I had the magick room in the middle of the hallway on the next level and my altar was on fire. Nothing inhadnt seen before. I went to smother it out. But because the fire had come from faulty electrics it just EXPLODED IN MY FACE. I’ll never forget how it smelt. How I couldn’t see.
How I couldn’t find my phone. The panic of realising my magick room was so badly ablaze I had to call the fire brigade but I couldn’t find my phone in the smoke but I had to haul my birds aviary outside onto the deck alone, it was about 200kg.
I weigh 75kg so good luck.
But I did it with my love and devotion for my babies. I’ll never forget the sinking feeling having to run up the street to find help and looking down to see the window all ORANGE, when I was banging on my neighbours window. The sheer dread and horror.
Then my neighbour trying to tackle me as I went back inside with my garden hose to try and put the fire out as I was worried that it would get to my birds on the back deck.
Then once I ended the magick room, the sheer heat of the fire just melting the garden hose and it being flacid.
I’ll never forget the kind paramedic who kept me calm when I came to consciousness around 5am in the back of the ambulance. I’ll never forget the 4 weeks in the burns unit and the messy separation with my ex and how he blame me for purposefully burning the house down, like I was the arsonist and did everything he did to hurt me. In retrospect my follow-up working with erzuli was about her protecting me from the unrelenting psychological damage he was inflicting upon me. It ended when he and I stopped living together.
I’ll never forget the perpelxed comments from the emergency personnel and the nurses and doctors on my injury, or the bloody footprints through the house and handprints up the walls. “Why was the burn bleeding” & “treat her like we did for the fire walking guy” they concluded in the burns unit after weeks of deliberation on the incessantly changing nature of my injury. (at first discussing amputation, then skin graft and lastly it was only a debridement- because how the hell did that heal so quickly and why did you WALK on fire and not get the rest of your body burnt”… I didn’t know much on fire walking but my mentor said it might be part of the “initiation by fire” aspect of a kanzoo ceremony in Haiti and I’ve done it by positioning myself with an element of respect with the lwa, meaning that night was a little bit of an informal test for me.
I don’t find supernatural or anything else moderately scary. I actually am pretty ride or die and live and learn and I think in order to succeed remotely as an occultist you need to learn how to be comfortable in the uncomfortable. Because at any time things can go upside down and inside out. I’ve faces my traumas, my shadow, meaning the darkest and most heinous types of sexual abuse.
At one point back in 2018-2019 I was living in an apartment and I wasn’t sure if what I was seeing was a magical atteck or elements of my childhood ritual abuse playing back from a rooftop apartment I lived in. About 300m away from mine in front of a catholic church. I honestly saw flashbacks replicated there and it was priests that were raping children type of things, the kind of nightmare stuff that happened to me as a child. But It was in a circle of people.nit was a wealthy area so it could of been an upper tier black lodge order. Or it was my shadow playing tricks on me allowing me to witness my own trauma manifesting in real time. Either way it terrified me. It was heinous.
That opened up the door for intense shadow and deep trauma work however. I don’t know if I had ever been so scared in my life as my apartment had no blinds or curtains 
so I was frozen and forced to look at these flashbacks or ritualistic scenes playing out and unable to tell if they were my own brain or reality. It was years ago now. But it was the door to my shadow work.
I worked through that intently. I had several other houses that I compulsively checked the other yards for similar scenes after. Never saw a similar thing again.
But the fire? That was absolutely terrifying. I think that’s the power of the hot “lwa”. Especially when you have one specific place where you are working with a lot of different energy… Evocation, ATR, European witchcraft and my mesa blanca for ancestral veneration. Yes that was the one room in the house that burnt. Ironically the ancestral things were mysteriously unharmed as were the voudon offerings atop the altar.
That fire is my #1 #2 is the ritualistic flashback but only because it was hard to ascertain if it was really there or only my mind playing out my memories. I’ve never had any hallucinations before so it seems strange that it would be like “oh hey lets manifest it now, here in front of a catholic church on high ritual nights”.
Ironically my sance, 21 divisions & voudon stopped all that more than any other paradigm I’ve ever practiced.
I’d also feel less fear having summoned demons than the fear felt from the energy summoned by the entities used by high level Catholics who sexually and spiritually abuse children.
Its not demonic is all I know.
There are dark catholic based grimoires I’ve read before but I wouldn’t sacrifice a hen in order to bother following that protocol. I am going to take a stab in the dark and assume this is partially how they have used this energy. I used to have nightmares years ago about the John Dee type magick in a way being used but I cannot wrap my head around how. I’ve since put much of my progression into the ceremonial paradigm on hold because of the nature of Enochian aethyrs, I cannot understand Hebrew and what is really all the point of this over intellectualism and structure you know?
It never got to the cleansing state that the earth based practices have, for me.
But what do I know about what happened at these times especially when I was crossing a line between maybe memories or manifestations or possible occult attacks or not right?
The fire? I don’t even want to contemplate if that was of any malicious intent.
In my mind:
That was faulty electrics set off by my spirits. If that was malicious…
I’ve had enough trauma to to though and just want to forge a new foundation to create a better life now…
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There was a time when I had lucid nightmares about getting stabbed in the face or chewed on by oversized bear traps and stuff. The ones in which you can feel pain just as real as if these things were actually happening to you physically. Very terrifying. It was all because my herkimer diamond had somehow ended up under my pillows.
That herkimer was always a very powerful crystal.