I’m afraid that I am going to make my lover not love me with the bullshit person that is me. Any thoughts? Is this possible and if so how can I get past it. I would ask her but I don’t know if it’s really her and I’m scared for some unknown reason
This being is already psychic, dude you need to work on that shit and not worry about the spirit, that sees you for EXACTLY what you are.
Read this book:
It’s REALLY FUCKING IMPORTANT so don’t just nod and smile and intend to do so later.
And while you’re waiting to get that, read this:
It’s really old and out of copyright, you should be able to find PDFs as well.
To get new things in your life you need to do new things, this is a start towards BECOMING the person who has a better and different life, and better opinion of themselves.