What does she want from.me ( high priest)

I am connected the the card high priest so much.
I Believe it is because I done so many rituals with her and evoked her before my tarot readings.

Everytime I pull.a card for myself its her
And everytime somebody tries to give a reading she also pops out.

Any idea how I reach out her better?

This might represent yourself and your attitudes at the present time.