Maybe none until you build a foundation on your own two feet.
and no if they are not overwhelming you than you don’t really need to stop and no Susano’o is a storm primordial not a chaos God atleast in the same sense as the Set and Apep and Vali isnt chaos but he’s chaotic in terms of traits.
Elementals like the beings that are pure fire, water, earth, air, light, dark, storms, void, etc.
Primordial Gods are the first Gods, some call them elder Gods, Ra, Nyx, Erebus, Amun, Nun, Tiamat, Khaos, Kek, to name a few.
Reference the Greek pantheon.
Primordial Gods
Titan Gods
Olympian Gods.
each pantheon has a different name for the same things.
Egyptian has
Ogdoad and the Ennead, however with my own experience I’ve found beings that are similar to the Greek Titans within the Egyptian Pantheon, they were massive beings, some had horns and others didnt and their bodies were like glass and you could see the energy flowing in them.
Is the energy weighing down on your solar plexus? That is an indicator that you might be cursed, you may want to do an uncrossing. It mustn´t be that set and apep are causing those things but rather you are cursed. Things breaking in your hand (phone) also indicate that.
Because temporary disorder is the catalyst for change. Think about the scale of human history: how many advancements were made during periods of conflict or other forms of social chaos? When one calls beings of chaos, we are bringing that same pressure into our lives for the sake of promoting change, among other reasons such as wisdom.
I think that would be wise, work at your own pace and balance things out. While chaos can be benefical at times, having it constantly is counter productive
In the words Isis Apophis Osiris is actually the whole secret of Chaos magic. But Apep and Set are needed both to understand this mistery. Chaos is life and without it there can only be death.
Sometimes these feelings of anxiety is because of you holding yourself back of contact to them, like resisting them to entering in a more direct and introspect manner. I sometimes have this, and is awful to feel one. I hope this would help you out
That’s not really the case because my other deities … I tend to forget to contact them as well and it didn’t start happening until I started working with Set and Apep.