So I am kinda shaken up after a few dreams I have been having and I am hoping you guys might be able to help. Necromantic Sorseries will be N.’. S.’. for short. Here is a bit of a back story, I have always loved blackmagick, necromancy and Saturn. 5 or so years ago when I started to look into blackmagick I looked at books on necromancy on youtube and found BALG. Watching Dante Abiel talk about his book and his workings I was obsessed. I have not practiced any necromancy but am still determined to become one as of now.
So 5 or so years later I found the book. I have had in total 3-4 dreams and a few things happen IRL that seemed related to my passion to become a necromancer. I have written down the dreams and they will be in order of occurrence and in 3 categories Dreams, IRL and temple. They will be shortened to save on time.
1: I was dreaming of people digging up a grave, as they did I saw 2 black pillar candles with the snake on them from N.S. BALG page still up if you want to see it. As they did I saw a coffin then arose a native amarican spirit with wings he handed me a scythe and I woke up.
2: As I was falling back to sleep after reading 3 or so chapters from N.’. S.’. I don’t know what got me to read it now after leaving it alone after IRL1 happened. As I was doing this I imagined I was in my minds temple I was meditating and chanting “Om and Om Mani Padme Hum” as it was the only chant I know and I can’t see what gave me the idea to do this in the first place, but I fell asleep and I woke up to see a coffin above me it opened and I saw a decomposing corpse, I can’t remember all of what I said but here is a bit “. . . What the hell happened to this corpse” or something it that affect and the coffin closed. Read temple 4 to hear the rest.
3: I went back to sleep and time passed in the dream I then dreamed off a plain crashing and it went threw the airport, I fell to my knees crying as I heard that someone close had passed. Two people came to mind ether my sister or a stronger feeling my dad. I was handed a pamphlet. I read it and read “Symbols associated with . . . Baphomet” I did not read who had died but I woke up rather distressed.
1: Around the time of getting N.’. S.’. I have a friend who had a pet it was sick and on its last legs as soon a I started reading the book the very next day it died not in a horrible way just passed away, that very same day I was also at a coffee shop and talking with one of the workers asking how her day was going and she said a family member died.
1: As I was meditating I managed to see a hunched over old woman not in detail just she reminded me of a swamp hag from the witcher games. I mean no disrespect just that is what she reminds me of. She walked past me and I have not seen her again until I think dream 2 and temple 4.
2: So I tend to walk back and worth in my room / temple and listen to music lost in my own imagination I was alone that night. I saw a black hooded figure tho it was not physical I just kinda knew I said “hi” I felt it then it was gone. I then saw it via my third eye as I was showering it seemed to be in there before as I walked in the area was dark and I kinda felt like I saw it. So it was starring at me for a bit I got my mind off of it.
3: As I was sleeping my head was resting on my arm and I felt something violently pull my arm and made my head fall.
- I woke up from dream 2 and felt something pushing on my arm and pressing on the bed I tried to call for help but to no avail, I felt her place her hand on me I also got the hint that I insulted her. I then started saying over and over again “I am sorry!” and I meant it as I did not want to insult her. Then after that I was able to move again.
So what makes it stranger is all the stuff that happened are things that are written in the book.
The old lady reminds me of “Planath’Raeni” She is a female spirit she is a thin hag. As described in the book. Kinda a stretch but still.
It also says that those who walk the Saturian Necromancy will have those they love and things they love pushed away and die.
Sorry for the long and all over the place post just I have never dealt with this before and even tho I was shaken I am still determined to continue with blackmagick. I just don’t know what all this means so any help would be awesome. I am also looking to buy a copy for a lower price if anyone has a copy they are willing to sell.