Letting go of lust for results, having to deal with he magnetic, attractive component of one’s mind, and trying to think with clarity, discern, and be certain, sure, confident of something, believing in oneself, maintaining rationality, self-command, self-control, having something with which to move forward.
The relationship was the confusion. I need to think with clarity. I don’t like thinking about it when that is confusion. But I have to think with clarity when it comes to things.
I want my clear thinking back and functional. I want clarity.