Could we trade?
I struggle a lot with questioning myself and criticizing myself because I’m afraid I’m wrong or irrational or a lot of things.
I try to remedy this myself, but if there’s some insight from a spirit or from a scan that could help me move past this forever, I would really appreciate it.
I sense within you a lot of energies, a lot of different currents mixed together. I am getting the call that you need to ground and center.
Other than that, I feel that you are trying to connect deeper with Lilith and the dark feminine, but some of the masculine demons like Azazel want you to connect to and empower your masculine side too.
I feel that you have a lot of emotional stuff that happened in the past. Just a reminder not to let yourself be defined by those negative perceptions.
All I get is that you’re coming closer to happiness, living the life you want, and you should remember to feel at peace with life as a whole so that you see things more clearly. That’s all.
I don’t think you’re imagination or visualization is capable of being entirely wrong if you have it open and passive @Epsilon_The_Imperial . Our imaginations are also receptive antennae and radios. We may get static and noise, but there’s always an element of truth to be discovered in your vision. I think you need to accept you cannot BE entirely wrong, given you are open and focused. Does that make sense?
I appreciate the help. I mean more broadly, as in I want to feel that my intuition is right and that I’m not being irrational or dumb for believing in my feelings. It’s been a problem for a long time because I think a lot of different things, but I’ve been afraid that I was wrong because I just couldn’t accept that what was “right” is the way people wanted me to believe.
Well that’s certainly identifiable for me. I deeply relate. I am approaching LHP from a Catholic perspective and allowing myself to change! But it’s terrifying! I suppose it really comes down to the fact that the truth is known by truthfulness. For example, a Christian will say Lucifer wants you to worship him and he progressively dominates you. But the experience everyone else has, and I have had, is that he wants you to be an independent free thinker and he is not seeking your worship at all. So the truth is known by the truthfulness of the effects.
I do think though that if you really want to stand in independence, you don’t let yourself fall into too fine a niche that others define for you, and that’s where you push back with your conviction. It’s ok to have a contrary conviction to the crowd of whatever group you belong to, especially when they are telling you to be independent.
But to speak more clearly- the more you simply believe your intuition to be right, the more you will find it IS right. Just speak with the knowledge you are right and that the other person really does have to hear this from you right now, regardless of the critical mind, and you’ll be surprised how often you get it right which will simply reinforce the necessary audacity to just be right.
And about this, I AM right.
See what I did? Lol…
hey all i want to say sorry for the people that i was not able to scan been deal with so much irl life stuff and a lot of mental heath stuff and trying to get throw that as best as i can if in need of scan, but i want to spend time doing scan for other people, so i be trying to spend a few days and doing scans so that i can get better at scans again, let me know if you want to do scan trade today ill be trying to do scan for at last two days one scan after a other, unless that not a way go about
@Epsilon_The_Imperial I Think it possibly stems from not being allowed to express yourself fully when you were a child or teen. You were always stopped from saying things, told not act a certain way, you must conform to what others deemed normal for you rather than being able to choose your own interest ect.
So i would say maybe its time to do some shadow work on those subjects, perhaps with mother Lilith to guide you through it. She will help you uncover the root of the issues so you can detect triggers & negative repetative behaviours and help you heal them over time to stop self sabotaging patterns.
Hope this helps
kiss-lamia-lilith
@nohearth did you read the scan i did for you a while back? Hope it helped 
ya you are for sure right on that! and yay i do need to work Mother Lilith again, and i do some Shadow work too, i start and then stop and i just just start again and go full focus on it and yay i just now reading your scan you did on me a bit ago i need to find more info on Gadreel never heard of spirit before so need to look them up. i can try and do a scan on you if you like <3
@nohearth yeah sure you can scan for me. Though the reading above was for @Epsilon_The_Imperial lol. If it resonates with you, it maybe a message both of you needed to hear.
As for Gadreel i believe he’s in the book of enoch.
Give a psychic checkup please, let’s see how it goes.
That will be a bit hard since that’s beyond the scope of a mere “scan”. But let’s try and combine a bit of both. The general scan revealed this:
Image(s)/impression(s);
Light blue coloree flaming aura, white brilliance can be seen at the layer closest the skin. I clearly see handball size spheres around the palms and feet, in general white brilliant silhouette of a human. Calm energy like, cool and tempered fire; it’s intense, thick but not erratic. This is reflected in the aura, as it looks like the shape you find in a calm bonfire. It extends about the length of 2 arms in each direction. Silvery smoke comes off the aura at the bottom. The background is the same light neon blue color. I feel a constriction in the throat area, the energetic constriction feels energy based. Although it can be a sign it needs to be balanced, and may be overworked , the rest seems to be fairly balanced. And are represented as bright handball sized spheres except the third eye and crown. Which are a bit smaller as it should be. The face and body of the entity Nyrlaphotep comes to mind. And appears to be in the background at your left side. Wether you believe in the old ones or not I don’t know, however, the entity appears to be waiting either for you or an event that will likely lead you to it. Your aura and overall energy output is very strong. Way better than it has been in the past, it’s very cool and tempered and clear channel that you have. Excellent work on your part.
As for the intuitive message in response to the question, I get this:
Image: a male human silhouette, sitting in full lotus, however the human being is like an empty pitcher. The hands however are held like this; both hands;
Meaning you have to imagine yourself to be like an empty pitcher. Holding your hands like this, is a posture used to f.e. Channel you to receive or send energy from you. It’s a very powerful channeling pose. You can sit or stand while having your hands this way. The key seems be your image. Be sure you have energized your energy body beforehand. Either use your favourite energy raising technique, or if you have already done so, your favourite raising of Kundalini technique. Then attempt to embody this image and receive the message, verify it afterwards.
Sound: a fairly hollow sound can be heard. Similar to the one you hear when you blow air into an empty glass bottle, using your lips. I figure this is a key for your mind to grasp this concept.
Message: I get the feeling that you should during the process of receiving the impressions, images, etc. employ a mindset of childlike trust. If you have ever experienced that. A child support trust you to catch them, if you say that you will, if you tell them to jump from somewhere. This type of trust is what you need to employ as you receive messages in order to shut off the conscious mind. As the subconscious mind loves symbols, images, sounds, etc. that way the filter of the conscious mind, which otherwise would hamper the translation (download) from the spirit or universe, gets out of the way more.
Regarding personal power; well there are three exercises: not my own creation but works really well. The middle pillar exercise; I can’t stress the importance of this exercise enough. These used to be in a video on the BALG YouTube channel before it got taken down. Two yogic exercises; one of them it clap your hands, literally for 5-10 minutes per session. The session can be performed once or twice a day. The second one is placing an obsidian crystal and wrap the soles of your feet around it and leave it be for 5-10 minutes. For optimum synergy perform both at once everyday or 5 days a week. I would love to show the link to the vide but I can’t find it on Odyssey channel for BALG. So credit goes to BALG and above all Kurtis Joseph for these exercises. From personal experience they work fast and are really powerful as it helps clearing the chakras (major minor) and blow apart blockages in your system so the energy can flow more naturally and freely. Which then translates to direct empowerment both in the aura, and energy output.
Try these two rituals I recently got from Lucifer-
The Rite of the Smoldering Pentagram to alter consciousness rapidly
The Suffumagation of the Black Dragon, to enhance magickal energy.
Epsilon, I am not armchairing this. I have used these multiple times now and the intensity knocks me on my butt. The rite of the smoldering pentagram will alter your consciousness RAPIDLY and the Suffumigation of the Black Dragon- well today it felt like being stuck in a caffeine rush for over an hour.
So-
The Rite of the Smoldering Pentagram- To rapidly change consciousness-
One of the things he showed me is if you stand in the center of the pentagram and it is large enough, it helps to use it as a portal/elevator/ conveyance to the infernal realm. Or really any realm.
The next thing to do is The Rite of the Suffumigation of the Black Dragon- but before ending the Rite of the Smoldering Pentagram-
While sitting in the middle of the Smoldering Pentagram, visualize before you the head of a black dragon staring directly at you. It has piercing green eyes and ebony scales. It breathes in deeply and pours its flames over the top of your head, washing down your body in a fiery, acidic wave of orange tinged with green.
As it does this, breathe in and suck into your mouth, your pores, your chakras, especially the heart chakra, the fire of the black dragon. The Heart Chakra is especially important because it is the intersection of the underworld and the celestial world. By taking the fire in there, it is dispersed throughout the whole energetic body. Feel it burning and spinning up the energy centers of the body, causing them to flare.
It is extremely important to NOT ground yourself during these exercises. You are seeking power that is independent from your surroundings, so you need to isolate yourself from the earth to distinguish your own potential from the soul of the world. Think of it like a static charge, running a balloon on your head. If you touch anything else that is grounded, or even if a different polarity, the static discharged with a shock.
This means two things- 1. You can use this as a method of raising power, and then conduct this power through a spell toward a target by visualizing instant contact with them in the form of a shock, discharging your power into them via the spell,
2- . When you feel like it’s too much, start grounding with a grounding visualization and just visualize the energy suddenly dumping out into the earth. After a few minutes you should get back your equilibrium.
Give it a whirl and let me know how it goes. This produced in me tangible bodily results of about the same intensity as rapidly slamming a red bull.
Ok guys anymore please send a PM to the member. As we dont want to derail the thread. Lets focus on scans.
Thanks in advance for understanding
Kind Regards
kiss-lamia-lilith
Looking for any acans i want to test something
Did you see the scan I gave you earlier? I wanted to trade.
Wasnt sure if you meant me
Okay let me see.
You havw a fairly large pillar (empire) your at the base. Its solid but the higher it gets it becomes shaky. You havw omw person following around it. They are genuine but a bit clingly
Thank you. Is there a way to keep it solid as I build my empire?
Also what do you see me as as a person?
Your okay. Vitality is normal. Nothing good or bad
I think you need consider your weaknesses and doubts
You were very helpful. Thanks for the good advice and the preconception of my drill sargeant’s futures.
I sense a white robed figure bathed in light, the light starts within your heart and spreads out almost like its cleansing you as it spreads out. Cleansing the physical body, then other energetic bodies, as well as your aura and beyond.
You feel lighter, not dragged down by negativity, and anything that was feeding upon you has been forced off by this cleasing light.
Hope it helps
Kind Regards
kiss-lamia-lilith
P.S
@soyunasantera No problem glad it helped.
