The fairy was a random fairy of no particular note, but her name is Shama.
I feel as though you will experience many things in the military which will change you and make you more worldly.
I feel as though it will calm your internal energy and emotions. I finally feel that you will be successful, but will have to keep in mind to establish your own idea of normal so that you do not get attached to the military way of life.
That’s all.
Thanks very much, it’s pertinent and I can work with that.
@Post_lux_tenebrae Hi i’d love to get your insights on a scan. Will trade obviously. 
Sounds good. To be clear, these are my
Intuitive impressions of your soul, sometimes they’re clairaudient, like descriptions of a condition, sometimes they’re image based, I’m pretty much evenly split between audio/visual-
Let’s go-
“What does the soul of @kiss-lamia-lilith look like”?
A pale white sheet lies draped over an object. Whether furniture or a corpse I do not yet know. It is in a living room where light enters in, subdued like the late afternoon. There is a piano and a fireplace…there’s a tall dark figure in the room, which is mainly white. He walks with a top hat and glowing red eyes, he circles a white coach, situated across from the fireplace. He rests on the couch and sighs.
A voice is calling from the other room, and a young woman with shoulder length sandy blonde hair enters the room and begins to speak cheerfully to the dark shadow, offering him something to eat and drink. He soberly shakes his head and returns to ruminating pondering and thinking.
He turns and gazes at the white sheet covering the object in question. He groans and gets up and walks over to it and yanks the sheet off. A dead child, a girl who looks like the one who entered the room lies on a table. She is peaceful and the shadow begins to weep and tear at his hair, red drops of light running down like embers. He is expressing sorrow and regret. I have the impression only he sees the dead girl, no one else in the house does. It fades.
So I am not sure why it was like a scene, but that leaves it open to interpretation. I’ll hit it one more time-
“Please show me a single image of @kiss-lamia-lilith soul.”
A ghost rises up from a grace surrounded by bats in a cemetery, wailing.
This is what I see. Please tell me it’s accuracy! Have a nice day!
Hmm sounds like a mix of Angel/Demon and Banshee. Perhaps A Underworld/Cthonic Aspect.
For you i see a heart burning bright but it pumping molten lava and smoke through your veins. The smoke forms like a shadowy cloak over you.
I feel a great passion in your heart that keeps you moving forward but you sometimes let it get lost by being distracted by everyone elses problems or looking for things outside yourself.
Unlike earlier I get an image of a humanoid made of black coal stiff & stuck.
I feel the need to stop worrying about trying to fit in or to please everyone because it cannot be done.
You need to turn inwards and really reclaim what is yours. Your energy, your power, your passion, and nurture yourself.
Then you can choose to aid people because you want too not because you think you have too. Also this will allow you to refocus on your growth and passion.
Rekindle That Burning Heart 
Kind Regards
kiss-lamia-lilith
This is timely and appropriate. Reclaiming my sorcerous practices and making a path choice is very serious and draining to consider.
@Post_lux_tenebrae Yeah but its also the procrastinating aspect. Try not to put it off because the longer you leave it the harder it gets to get back into the swing of it.
I am interested in you though, did that vision perhaps show different aspects of your soul or life events that shaped the soul, or a current relationship shaping the soul? Curious as to it’s possible relevance. Was like watching a show.
@Post_lux_tenebrae Im assuming different aspects, as i have learnt we are made of many aspects/facets that accumulate into the soul/jewel lol.
Ok, neat. I will leave it there then. If you ever need anything else, please let me know. I enjoy sorting and seeing/hearing the unexpected.
Anyone want to trade?
I’ll trade
I’ll trade unless someone makes it first. I’ll do my best even though I’ll likely be a bit rusty.
I’m new here and this thread certainly piqued my curiosity. I’ve decided to muster up the courage to create an account. I’m relatively new to this but I’ve been practicing energy work via Robert Bruce(?) New Energy Waves and meditation for a few months at least. The only spell I know is the Qabbalistic Cross. I’m curious, are you all able to see the influences on one’s soul from different influences? Didn’t mean to derail the thread but this is truly fascinating.
From you, I would like a reading about how I can fully trust my own channelings and gnosis. If you could, I would also like to know how I can gain more magickal power through mysticism and meditation methods/ mysticism methods.
For you:
I get the feeling that you’ve evolved a lot, and should not base your identity on who you once thought you were.
This applies to me too.
I get the feeling that you have done a lot of work with soul travel and evocation, and my advice to you would be to let go of other people’s preconceptions of how the universe is and just delve into it yourself.
You will find many things, and one’s reality need not define your own search.
Other than that, I get the feeling that you have gotten really powerful and should credit yourself for that.
I get the feeling this applies to me too.
For you, I get the idea that you’ve calmed down a lot and are ready to move on with your life.
You have to learn to trust your own gnosis, it’s the only way to move forward.
Other than that, I feel that you’ve made a lot of progress in your own way, and you should be proud of that.
I get the feeling to just be yourself, and that’s it.
I feel that that’s all.
For my scan. Could you scan into how I can gain more magickal power through mysticism and meditation? I’ve been trying to figure out how I can empower my magickal through my own mystical states of gnosis I’ve been getting.
Thank you for this, it resonates really well. I will be more specific regarding the feedback as well get to your scan once I get off work in a bit. I’ll start feeling and working on answering your question until then.
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Thanks for the scan, I’ll keep that in mind.
For your scan, I got that mind is the center for this to work, how you mentally interact/integrate with your practice can strengthen or weaken it. Bringing that gnosis/mystic states into your being and keeping it there is apart of it as well. Apply yourself fully ( the things that make up you spiritually) to your practice and you will get better results.
@Roulette The answer is kind of lol. Everything has a signature or feeling. So you can usually pick up on these changes on your aura, ect. Sometimes its only small and goes away by itself other times it lingers and you have to do banishings & cleansings. Also it depends if the influence is wanted or not too. So for example if your working with a certain spirit or deity and transformation of the aura and self is part of that its intentional. When its not that when you cleanse and banish.
Hope this helps a bit lol
Kind Regards
Kiss-lamia-lilith