I found out that there is also the possibility of this being the real Belial partially possessing me as a test. My experience is similar to this person’s post: Belial wants me to summon him in the solomanic manner.. Or he will destroy me
If that’s the case, that might also explain the messages such as “death,” “prison,” etc…If this is really the case, this isn’t safe for my situation. I also saw an internet comment stating that he has forcefully possessed a lot of people against their will, knowledge and them not remembering. I mean no disrespect towards anyone who’s happy with the real Belial. I just really don’t think that he’s for me, especially if this is really him.
So far, I have tried to invoke Lilith as suggested on here, but I didn’t feel like I could connect, probably because of the spirit blocking the connection.
Even though I can’t afford to get books right now, I did manage to find and buy the kindle version of Damon Brand’s Magickal Protection since it’s cheaper.
I just really feel like I need strong wards to make sure that this entity can stay blocked from me and my home for good. I have tried to imagine the wards appearing in my home, but that didn’t work, maybe because of astral senses or the entity blocking me, or both. Can anyone send me wards from a distance or can a person only ward their own place themselves? Does anyone have any advice for wards since this is an urgent matter.
Thanks.