https://forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/afraid-to-work-with-demons-would-you-mind-telling-me-your-own-experience-and-introduction/202837/9
Hey i am the author of that post, i am new to this community and magick in general.
Context of the supposed curse: I don´t want to say a 100% curse because i feel that i have no certainty but there are hints and circumstances that tell me there is a high chance of it being the case, let me explain.
Time ago i broke up with my ex. She was not a witch but visited tarotists, clairvoyants and knew about freezing curses, had a friend which is probably umbanda, etc. We ended up in very bad terms.
Since then, my love life fluctuated to the point i became invisible to the other sex, and to the point i was genuinely depressed in terms of love and had very bad luck in that stance. It is like all areas in my life were stable but in that sense it decreased significantly.
And when i talk about fluctuation is like i have times where i meet people but at the same time is like i did not meet them. I started to doubt myself very hard; i have self criticism. I tried to change myself, may be i am to insecure, may be this may be that.
I improved with time. But i realized that even if improved, things got better, BUT there was this strange sense that things are still the way they were even when i changed radically my way of thinking.
Those were the symptoms. But there are other hints. My mom made tarot reading with a specialist and did one for me. She literally told me there was something wrong around me. The card of the devil all around me and regarding my ex. And the tarotist said “mmm, be careful she might have done some kind of witchery to you, the devil card appeared 4 times in a row”. And i remember when my ex talked about putting the name of someone in a piece of paper and putting it in the fridge and things like that.
Well in any case.
Michael: Started days ago. I did a mix of methods but i asked him to destroy any curse external or self inflicted, because not all things are other people, it could perfectly be me cursing myself or low self esteem or something.
Well, Michael works very very fast.
2 days later, i notice the difference, DRAMATICALLY. Like i am not even kidding, even if this is all fake and placebo is like things changed radically.
- Unexpected exchanges with girls in my classes. I found girls staring at me. Of course i am no Casanova nor Ryan Reyonlds. But remember that out of nowhere i was like invisible.
- The need to be seen by women and people diminished drastically.
- I found myself doing things without thinking that implied work, when i usually procastinated.
- My attitude change towards things i doubted to do. I have more like “fuck it, i will do this” type attitude.
- This is the part that made me write this post. In approximately one year ago i did not see my ex.
Yesterday i saw her randomly. Which is pretty weird given the context, and the probability. Like she appeared out of nowhere at the exact same time.
I have her blocked in all media: IG, everywhere. I don´t have friends of friends, like nothing in common. And she appeared precisely. I felt nothing, just a little bit of tension because i don´t really want to talk to her nor exchange anything. BUT THIS IS VERY VERY WEIRD BECAUSE IT´S BEEN AGES SINCE I LAST SAW HER AND SHE APPEARS IN THIS HUGE CAMPUS OF UNIVERSITY WITH ME ALONE. - This is the first time i did a ritual with a candle, i am not into ceremonial paraphernalia. But the place was closed, and the flame of the candle was like a freaking pyramid. And i can compare it because these candles where used months ago in a shutdown and the candles did not have that fire or form.
