your so right linuriel i wasted time and energy into pointing out the obvious stupidity of atheism to n atheist in hindsight i shouldve have remmbered the one simple fact that i shoudnt care about proving myself to a godless homunculous
sometimes i forget these things
It depends, what did you want to achieve?
Did you achieve it?
If not, did you achieve something else?
If so, was it truly a waste of energy?
Always hold your head high, strive to not lose composure, even as you rage against an antagonist.
I truly do not care who you are fighting, but I care in the how.
On a forum, you get plenty of mental training and chances to gain introspection.
As such, I hope youâll learn a lot and go far, you got a certain potential in you.
thank you linuriel
I meant this momentarily the way how you talk to us, and signs coming from your messages.
Belive me, Iâve got called edgy and even phsychopath (very often) before as well, because I have to adapt and overcome my horrible childhood without any support (and without a loving father - He died so early). Iâve fought for my life, and to be able to stay alive, and after Iâve finally saw the light and tought that âFinally, I wonâ: the world around me starred at me and saw me as monster, a grey wraith living in this world. An outsider. They fear and sees strange what Iâve become, because this:
meaning of pain and sacrifice if that makes me edgy then the world is quite fucked
What they didnât know or wants to know that people like me (or you) are âexistâ because this world isnât that rainbow and sugar what they experienced in their life, or think it is. They wonât understand you, and what you experienced. They simply terrifyed because their âown worldâsâ creations.
But Iâm so fucking glad that I have the chance to suffer.
Yes, I am. Because Iâm that fighter who will use the worst nightmares and pain to make herself even stronger. You decide that how do you observe your life.
And after so much suffer and pain, near several times to the instant death I say:
Thank you for these, these was a perfect tools to me, to make myself more. And Iâll be more. So much more.
Hello @DarkestKnight honestly do not agree with you since you claimed they arenât real is actually symbolising very limited perspective because neither we have the proof they are real neither you do have the proof that they are not real. So we should literally not dismiss anything because we dont have any proofâŚyou might be right or wrong but nobody is 100%sure including you. So instead of straightaway claiming they are false you should consider the infinte possibility to transcendence consciousnessâŚnobody or very few knew about Sanatas before vk Jehannum(I donât trust his work tho) channeled himâŚbut know mostly people are awareâŚso we should never dismiss the possibility
Iâve changed alot over 2 years
Thoughtforms are very useful in the right practice(s) same as dealing with beings that pre-date humanity. I was at first in a state of mind that thoughtforms were useless but they serve a purpose just as living beings can serve a purpose in your path/bonds/etc.
Sure thereâs a sure difference between them but what works works.
Please note, the term âcthonicâ has absolutely nothing to do with Cthulhu or the Cthulhu Mythos⌠the term âCthohoicâ refers to any deity, spirit or entity associated with the underworld⌠for example, the Greek god Hades.
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- concerning, belonging to, or inhabiting the underworld.
âa chthonic deityâ "