Okay, so I’ve been trying to figure out what type of soul I have – it’s been very confusing and I’m unsure of anything I’m getting.
I’ve tried higher self meditations (if I have one) and I feel something, most I got was the color “grey”…I always get alot of forest/nature/primal animal like feelings…however I’m unsure.
I’ve also tried to scry a picture of mine. Hmm that turned out interesting. I don’t know if it was an eye trick but while scrying the picture (selfie) got like idk horns/the face became distorted/and grinned at me…??? I’ve done that a couple of times – I also get alot of weird feelings that seem to relate to whatever my selfie is doing.
Then I’ve tried to focus in on my own essence. I don’t really know how to describe my own vibe/feeling…and I struggle to pinpoint what makes up my essence (element wise…)
I’m also considering whether I’m an energy vampire due to reasons but that’s gonna take work to.
I know someone told me that I had a “swampy” feeling to me but I dunno.
I also know that I’m drawn to darker energies and earthy energies, I was considering fae/elemental/ MAYBE demon or something with dark energy/or even djinn?? However I know people aren’t always what they are drawn to.
I’ve been thinking/considering trying to do a scan swap on one of the threads but I’m REALLY not confident in my ability to read/scan someone as I get really confused and this causes me anxiety/etc. So Im trying to continue to figure this out…sigh