here i will share some dreams that i think might be important to me spiritually . like a dream diary
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in the first one , i was at school , but it looked totally different and i had totally different classmates . i was outside , and looking at the gym . through the windows , i saw many animals being trapped there , mostly african ones , like elephants but also the ones you’d find easily in eastern europe , like bears . they seemed very sad so i opened the doors and freed them all . however , there was one giant giraffe , like , bigger than any normal one , enough to reach the ceiling , left inside and couldn’t get her out no matter what from how long her neck was . it was sad seeing her sitting there while all her friends were having fun in the school yard :c all i could do is change the colors of the walls with a remote to cheer her up a little
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now another dream about me freeing some animals trapped somewhere but having to leave some behind . i was in little city surrounded by a desert and found out about an animal being sentenced to death . i thought , it’s just an animal , it couldn’t have done anything to deserve death !
so i went to the prison . a wired cage . a fluffy , colorful blob of fur with pointy ears sitting in the dark . it was a calico cat . i reached through the wired cage with my hand and somehow got her out of there and then she ran away safely .
the light turned on and saw that she also had some kittens … one of them grey , one of them white and orange and tabby , one of them white and grey and tabby , one of them orange and tabby , one of them white … but i couldn’t save them too because i had to flee the scene :c
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and the third one was something with a cartoon about fishes and other sea creatures living happily togheter and then there was a mermaid princess trapped in the tower of her castle . tried finding many ways to escape , and some fishes were cheering her on too . she eventually was able to get out somehow , but got so scared of the outside world that she has to return immediately D: it was because she got jumped by a giant moorish idol ꒰ as in that black and yellow fish from finding nemo ꒱
꒰ now i suspect a little that these might be from king paimon , as i meditated with him a lot these days before falling asleep , put my sigil under my pillow too . especially the second one is very sus because of the middle eastern setting and the third one as i got it right after fully invoking him . i also know he rules over the west which is the direction of water , even tho i know he is more associated with fire . one redditor also said they were able to draw sea creatures very well while working with him . i’m not exactly sure what he could mean with the dreams though … ꒱
It’s hard to say, most dreams are a mix of things including processing things you have encountered in daily life - 90% of dreams are explainable as inner personal work. There’s a these here with your general posting style, what with the cat ascii art an all - do you spend a lot of time looking at cat videos and animal memes and documentaries?
We have some tutorials for diving deeper into dreamwork here:
In which I reiterate:
Dream interpretation is 80% scam, and 20% asking you what your own dream means (which is the right approach but not something worth paying money for.
Dreams are highly symbolic, subjective and personal. Leaving aside lucid dreams and dreamwalking for a minute…
Dreams usually contain some of several pieces jumbled together:
- Rehashing what you experienced in the last few days
- Wish fulfillment / worry dreams / problem solving
- Subconscious messages
- Entity messages
And all these are overlaid with symbolism making them tricky to interpret unless you’re the actual dreamer, and maybe not then. What it’s really ideal not to do it get too literal with the analysis and start building castles.
So you need to ask yourself what each item and person means to you - the actual person, or a representation of something else? E.g. snakes, can be an entity, can be your own power, can represent a connection or conduit, or energy, or intelligence, or predators… etc - it really depends on the context and how you feel about it in the dream.
How you feel in-dream about it all - that is important and a big clue for your interpretation. You should ask your self, “what does this mean to me” and then follow your first impression, the first thing you think of and not 2nd guess it.
I suggest you get into meditation, go back into the dream and ask the [whatevers] who they are and what they want.
So,
You’re having recurring dreams about powerless animals being trapped, and they might get out but there is still danger?
These dreams most likely represent how you feel about a situation, maybe one you are in so that these animals are representing you - most things in dreams represent aspects of the dreamer.
Maybe try some of the divination and dreamworking methods linked above and see if you can get more info to analyze. Are you feeling smothered by your home or school life but worried about graduating and what comes after for example?
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there’s a these here with your general posting style , what with the cat ascii art an all "
yeah … (*/∀＼*) one think i don’t like is if my post looks too bland or dry . that’s why i try to decorate it as nicely as possible c: not too much , not too little . that explains the little kaomoji art at the beggining . tried to decorate the number of the dream (*´∀`)ノ
" do you spend a lot of time looking at cat videos and animal memes and documentaries ? "
yeah … sometimes i watch videos with cats but not a lot of them … i also have a kitty next to me all the time . i also hug and pet them every time i meet one of them them
" we have some tutorials for diving deeper into dreamwork here : "
thank you very much for the threads , will check them out when i have time
" these dreams most likely represent how you feel about a situation , maybe one you are in so that these animals are representing you - most things in dreams represent aspects of the dreamer . "
i thought something similar . i definitely feel like i’m trapped :c
" are you feeling ꒰ … ꒱ worried about graduating and what comes after for example ? "
definitely . i don’t want to grow up at all . i just wish i could stay in school forever :c
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So it sounds like those are worry dreams. You don’t have control of your own life, which is understandable, but as you graduate and become expected by society to gain more control you have anxiety about feeling safe.
So from here it’s probably a good idea to look into what would make you feel safer about growing up. One antidote to fear is information, to take away the fear of the unknown aspect of it… for that you can make a plan, (and a backup plan or two), and then all you have to do is work your plan. There’s still things to worry about, but you’re not constantly like a boat bobbing on a river with no rudder or oars, you have a way to control where you’re going.
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" but you’re not constantly like a boat bobbing on a river with no rudder or oars, you have a way to control where you’re going "
i needed this …
" so from here it’s probably a good idea to look into what would make you feel safer about growing up "
this sounds super stupid , but it would be getting unbanned from reddit . apparently my whole account got sussed too for " repeated violations " . i would’ve been so happy … but now … i don’t know what to do anymore …
and i forgot to mention … it would also be the mods realising i never meant to hurt them . especially the head mod . she has been nothing but sweet and caring to me and look what i did to her … i also always wanted to befriend the people on there . i don’t know how i will live with myself through my last teenage years , my 20s , my 30s , my 40s and so on from now on knowing that . hopefully they will heal someday … <3
You’ll get over it. It’s inevitable. Feelings are fickle and fleeting, and they feel so solid now, but they change on a dime and you realise they were just more waves under your boat.
You very obviously do. 
The first thing you did was join a different forum. You have spells to practice and dreams to analyze. You have plans to make for your living as an adult that are WAY more important that what is basically a high school drama.
This will all be forgotten and you will wonder why you even cared.
If you really want to make amends, then use the experience to learn from, and make yourself a better person so it doesn’t happen again. Do the inner work on your own psychology to understand what went wrong and why. It was probably a bit of both sides and a breakdown of communication. Look up communication and psychology tutorials on youtube and look for useful parallels that explain what happened.
Know thyself is the most important tenet in magick, imo, and this is fuel for you to do that.
Call it providence. And much better to do that now, than have this happen for something that actually matters, like getting fired from a job you needed to keep. You have zero consequences other than not posting on reddit: this is hardly a problem.
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i - i - i …
i had another interesing one this night ><
everything looked like a mix of real life and the 3d animation from early 2000s barbie movies . like a fairy tale .
in it , i was on a date with a princess at the mall . there were some bad guys who were trying to kill her ! and i saved her from them .
then we went to her castle for me to meet her parents . i bowed down before her dad , the king . i didn’t have a dress on me so i just did that thing with my sweater . like this
a - and my favourite part … was when i kissed his hand … >< most beautiful one i’ve ever seen . it was very long … slender … dainty … wearing pretty jewlery … and had his nails done in dark red with a beautiful pattern …
then there was the wedding . the princess was warning me about a magical , pink , flying carpet that will appear at some point to take away our bad emotions from our new life togheter . she warned me about not stepping on it or touching it in any way .
it was pink , shaped like a flower , and had a pentagram in the middle along with some other occult symbols .
after the whole procession ended and we kissed , i let my intrusive thoughts win and actually stepped on it . it knocked me over itself , took me away and led me somewhere that looked like the typical place in christian cartoons or comics where your soul gets judged , and there was an evil angel in front of me who sent me to hell . i think that was yahweh , as i also read recently that he is an angel himself .
it was very horrible there !
a lot of fire and lava
i could feel all of my bad emotions , but infinitely worse
meanwhile , the princess was crying for me at her castle , wondering why didn’t i listen to her warnings . her dad , the king , was also trying to come after me in hell and save me .