This is my first post. I’m a longtime lurker of the website and forum. I study goetic demons, thelema, hermetic qabalah, paganism, chaos magick, etc.
I’ve been performing a ritual with the demon Forcalor/Focalor to… remove a very dangerous and abusive person from my life and the lives of my family. This is the first time that I have been truly invested in the outcome of a ritual.
I just recently got into tarot. Since I began performing the Bornless ritual prior to evoking Focalor, these two cards always end up right beside each other in my daily divinations. I shuffle. I manually place them apart, shuffle again, and yet every time they find a place next to each other in my hand.
What is your interpretation as to why this is occurring? I know that Crowley placed the Unicersal Hexagram in the deck, and it supposedly has no meaning akin to a joker card… but I left it in my deck because I’m convinced it does have meaning. I’m just not sure what that meaning is.
I would love to hear everyone’s thoughts on this.