I have communed and worked with Satan on a daily basis for 2 years.
These years have been filled with intense study, practice and devotion, much like a continual 2 year god-invocation ritual as described in evoking eternity.
My journey in Satanism has developed so deeply into my soul that I cannot easily distinguish where it and I divide, it has proved more than I ever thought it could, my relationship to Satan, is much like a Houngan’s relationship to his Loa, and just as strong.
To me the word “Satanist” only means my relationship with Satan, as we all know Satanism is a broad umbrella term, and to me personally focusing to much on any faction of Satanism , or definition of it is pretty poisonous to one’s Ascent and understanding. In my understanding the meaning of the word “satanist” is between Satan and the magician.
Satan has shown himself to be more than a demon, though I make no authoritative claims as to his modus operandi, or True Nature, it has been revealed to me through my own connection to the Satanic current, that he is a god form.
My methods of interaction with Satan range from devotional prayer and writing, intellectual study, rituals, and invocation.
Satan arrived in my life right before it turned upside down. And through this time of struggle and change, through the worst time I’ve ever experienced in many aspects. Satan was the only constant. At times he was my only comfort and power. This type of devotion and development, along with conquering any external threat that has risen to devour me has resulted in a deep and meaningful connection to Satan, and the magical benefits of that link have become evident to me.
It is for this reason that I make this post to introduce myself to this section, and dedicate this thread to Satan and the magicians I have come to hold as my peers at Become a Living God.
This thread will function much like my other other post : http://becomealivinggod.com/forum/black-magick-the-left-hand-path/wod-path-working-experiences/
and I will attempt to document my views on Satanism and answer any questions for curious magicians as best as I am able. I will also note that it may be of interest to you to start invoking a deity, as magic preformed with Satan has been the most potent I have ever wielded in its ability to render profound personal evolution, and manipulate reality.