The Path of Spiritual Disappointment That Led Me Here

[Lady_Eva]

@Chip_Evil

Yada yada yada, here I was yesterday speaking to a hard core practitioner of the Left Hand Path. I asked his advice about some very important work I did with a demon who is very popular but I will not name here. At any rate, the work was not successful at all. Low and behold his exact words were, “<Demon’s Name here> answered your request. The answer was NO.” OH COME THE FUCK ON !!! You did not just say that. Are we really going down that road again?! Really? Seriously?

Have a look at this:

Theogenesis : Becoming A Living God

My goal for quite a long time (actually, going back to childhood if I’m honest) has been to command the power of a goddess within my lifetime. Or, to use the term by which Google merrily delivered me to this site one time, to “become a goddess.” My goals aren’t just to command godlike powers, either - they’re to be able to affect reality with my thoughts, as easily as I can control events in a daydream: for example, change the past, control the future, and manifest objects from …

Also somewhat this:

Has anyone read Belial compendium?

The actual book isn’t released until the 9th, however I did happen across a concept of acquiring/using a “demonic” consciousness as a kind of “space suit” so to speak to retain individuation deeper into Source consciousness a while ago, post below - this is based on the dilemma that one necessarily sheds most individualised self-concept to attain “merger”/Self-realisation, as in, becoming one with the consciousness that underlies all things. That consciousness exists well outside any kind of du…