In your blackest moment, you then realize your true potential.
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Part one of todayās rites is complete. Iāll give myself a rest before completion.
Evoked Belial, then Lucifer during one rite.
Evoked my higher self, which he told me required three types of incenses. He came to say hi:
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Sink or swim fuckers. Rise or die. Burn or rise from the ashes. No polite way to convey this. Not even to myself. Forward through the pain.
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Tried charging the kunda yoga with rageā¦ Since 6:30 pm last night my Sternum/heart chakra feels like Iām being punched. Guess I have a blockage
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Mind extrapolating on this? Got the general gist but a little detail is missing.
Sink or swim fuckers. Rise or die. Burn or rise from the ashes. No polite way to convey this. Not even to myself. Forward through the pain.
Just me ranting so I dont lose my mind. It was pointed at myself, but if anyone else takes application it works.
I know some excuses are its too tough or it hurts. Thats just me putting the idea out of my head that this shit isnt always easy, but nothing worth doing is.
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Evolve or be devoured. Correct.
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Right, but who says one persons idea of evolution is correct?
No one did. Thatās the thing. Everyone has different types of pain the must be overcome
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Mhm. Frankly put, you either become what youāre meant to be or want to be or you donāt. The true self is what you say you are, so, who are you?
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If I knew that, Iād have far fewer issues.
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Knew what
Frankly put, you either become what youāre meant to be or want to be or you donāt. The true self is what you say you are, so, who are you?
Iām a Libra. Naturally indecisive.
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This is a falsehood born of āmodernā astrology. You sun is in libra, in the case of western astrology but that does not say what you are as it is only a piece of the whole.
Devour and evolve seems more apt to me but everyone has there own concept of it.
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That doesnāt mean you donāt know who you are though.
To us, to evolve is to devour. Devour the obstacles and limitations we have.
To some, the devour means the world will choke them out.
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When I say true self, I mostly mean your personality as a person. You decide your fate and what youāre to become. Itās in your hands.
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By this i mean we intake and awaken forces within to strengthen our own souls. The elements,planetary forces, the essence of gods, demons,angels ect.
This seems an accruate representation
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I know what you mean brother. We walk the path of smoke together, although youāre ahead a bit 
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Okay ā¦ Great pointā¦
To us, to evolve is to devour. Devour the obstacles and limitations we have.
So ā¦ Fears ā¦ Drowning. Dying. Christian concept of burning or being tormented for eternity. Heights. Snakes. Being alone.
Many, many crippling fears. Yesterday for.me proves heights is crippling for me.
Sooā¦ Transform ā¦ Devour ā¦ Evolve ā¦ Live.
These are not easily overcome fears for me.
I can relate stories for each of those. Or write the novel.
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This concept expands beyond the path of smoke. That path takes a more active and aggressive stance in evolution though. My original practice was soley with the elements. This expanded the the planets and now to greater forces or a greater awareness of these forces.
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