Part One Day Two: Observations
Alright, there were both similarities and differences with today’s results compared to yesterday’s, including something very surprising. Let’s begin with the similarities: no parasite effects, no people blowing up on me in anger, no accidents, and an occasional pain in my arm when I go to push myself, only to be redirected to another task. So there is a bit of constancy in terms of protection.
That being said, I was not exactly feeling all light last night and not quite in a good mood as I was on day one. There were some discussions prior to work that got me feeling pretty annoyed, mainly of a topic I will not go into in order to keep to the forum’s rules. It is a subject I am tired of discussing and hearing debates on. Combine that with some examples of a lack of basic human courtesy upon walking into work and given tasks equalizalent of trying to row a boat up a set of rapids with a tooth pick during my shift, i was not happy.
But there was not a weight to that sensation and I was not drowning in the emotion. In fact, I was experiencing it but also not attached to it. In a way, it reminded me of what @DarkestKnight said about his use of white flames, as it felt like i was purging. There was also a sensation of being observed by an almost parental figure waiting patiently for a child’s tantrum to end, although i was not able to see or really pin point who was watching. I just felt like they were there. A really odd sensation as I can see and talk to spirits.
The surprising element came when i was spending a good hour fixing a machine. We have recently lost our maintence personal so i often have to fix machines myself while waiting for support from the other shifts. When the guy from first shift came in, I informed him I needed help and pretty got blown off. He instead worked on another machine that was running. I waited patiently for about a half an hour until I had enough. I got the urge to visualize the part of the name written on my arm (covered at the time) and drew energy from my blood, chanting the name to myself. I visualized it wrapping around the guy’s head with the intention “get over here and help me”. Within a couple minutes, he stopped what he was doing during mid adjustment to come and help me, as well as train me on what i was missing to fix the problem.
Afterwards, I got a brief glimpse of my grandmother lecturing me in her garden telling me that God helps those who help themselves. The frustration and tension melted away then, leaving in me in that feel good state i was in yesterday.
So, on top of protection, the first part of the 42 Letter Name of God seems to be also helpful in pulling the attention of another when you need aid. Whether that is energy manipulation or an actual spirit aiding the working, i do not know yet. I will have to continue to explore.