You are always lusting you want it way way way too much.
But that is the technique. Focus on a place and transfer your consciousness to it.
You are still trying too hard. You have to let it happen, not make it happen. Itās one of the esoteric mysteries for a reason. Itās hard to explain, it has to be experienced.
Your not odd, my own reason was very similiar.
Although, my experiments had created some nasty results. I will never use a lice sigil again
Even so that can still be very dangerous. Leaving yourself open for anything. As far as I have known and personally experienced things are always foggy at first Then the more I visit astrally the more I hear and see but I never leave my body alone.
Only time I ever did was when I DIED and was brought back and let me say that shit hurts.
Thatās just me though everyone different but I agree you want to do much that you are lusting without realizing.
Once I focused and transferred my consciousnessā¦to a gas station nearby. Not EXACTLY what I wanted but, hey.
You probably needed a snack or some smokes
That moment whenā¦you hear music in your room that you mistakenly think is from the neighbours playing their stereo outside, only to open your window to check and find nothing but silence
Great. Now Iām hearing thingsā¦
What song?
Nothing in particular that I could recognise. It just sounded like a low murmur, the way it does when you hear something from a distance. First I thought it was a rock song, and then I thought it was a newscast coming from my roommateās room, but it was neither
Iāve heard phantom music like that before. Indistinct just as you describe.
Did you ever find a source for it or is it just something random that happens?
It would always come from an upstairs room, but would vanish when I went to check.occasionally it would sound like someone was walking around up there
I also hear phantom music. Quite often, actually. Itās always muffled, but distinct enough to know itās music. Like you said almost genre-less. It always sounds like itās in the distance but also coming from the room Iām in, if that makes sense? Can never find a source (phone, speaker, etc).
Salt Lake City man arrested for calling 911 and asking āWhere the hoes atā
this one kills me everytime
+1 for phantom music. I just assume itās some sort of audio hallucination caused by staying perpetually stoned as a teenager and always being to close to the speakers at concerts
I canāt remember which composer did this but he heard song before he wrote them all the time. So you either are being super creative or you have spirit that works with music trying get your attention.
TMW you evoke Lucifer and he tells you he is just chillingā. Wait what?
I have the same problem with music. I always hear mixed up stuff when the shower is running. When there is muffled noise or just when there is silence. Doesnāt come in Handy when I want to sleep or do a ritual. Just becomes disturbing. Most time itās Death Metal pushing me up and getting in my head. My solution is 24/7 hearing music. Last year in Spotify I had been hearing over 1 fifth of the Year music