TMW you realize just 3 more hours to go.
That moment when you realize how strong those energy drinks actually are 
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unless its a healthy one, i strongly advise against them, i believe they shorten your life span in the long run
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EXACTLY.
“I will be better, wiser, and more educated next year than this year.”
“I know everything there is to know, and will never expose myself to anything that may reveal my current knowledge as incorrect, or at least, incomplete.”
Literally, pick one, and only one. 
This is why I find internet forum arguments that try to go down to last man standing so absurd.
Earlier this year something happened that completely threw a new perspective on some knowledge I’ve had for years, more an “incomplete” thing than “incorrect,” but if I’d not been open to that possibility, it would never have happened:, THIS is how we learn and grow, as magicians and as people, and those who just endlessly defend and attack based on what they know right now are really only cheating themselves.
Being wrong (or uninformed) today is just the promise of greater wisdom and knowledge - and power - tomorrow. 
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i pick the second, now I can relax. lol
nah but thats why i pick number 1 always better
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TMW you are pretty tired of feeling massively and inexplicably anxious. The last three days have been horrendous.
why if i may ask
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No idea. That’s why it’s so annoying. I am just constantly panicking with nothing to panic over.
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i sometimes get that too, try to shift focus elsewhere and do energy work if you can
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maybe this will help you ease up
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Thank-you. That is really relaxing.
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Wtf my dream was weirder then normal. Huh freaky but cool, I gotta go log this shit.
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Tmw I have only one child to look after today, and he almost fell asleep during lunch, his mouth still completely filled with bread. So adorable!
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Tmw finding academic books on Revelations is proving challenging. Found a couple that look promising though, one published from a professor in Princeton and another from one who graduated from Havard. Yay, research material
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Right. I tend to throw my wife off when I tell her I am actually grateful for those “You were right and I was wrong” moments for that reason.
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do you mind sharing what kind of books if possible? 
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Revelations: Visions, Prophecies, and Politics of the Book of Revelations by Elaine Pagels
The Book of Revelations: A Biography by Timothy Bael
Both take a look at cultural, political, and literary influences that go into the book to help get a mindset that the original author might have had. Both are also pretty affordable on amazon as well
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That breaks my heart. 
Thank you, that looks like a good read 
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No problem at all. I am also refreshing myself on my roman history around that time period. A big part of my work involves not only immersing into a particular deity or practice, but the people/culture it comes from. In this case, I am working to learn so I can “walk” into the world that the text emerged from in order to bring the power of the imagery from that time and relate it to my own time. In order to reach the power behind the pathworking, I find that becoming the people behind it in a way the most efficient for a time, at least in the beginning.
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