I feel like it when I look at my trash 
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I got a candle and cloth for Asmodeusā¦and I have a perfect offering: strawberry wineā¦although I will have to apologize to him that the color are pink and not other cause mostly every color was sold out
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Tmw starting tomorrow, I will be incorporating my studies with the prisoner work out (as it requires next to no equipment other than a bar to do pull ups). Feeling the strong need to keep my body strong as I dive deeper into the current I am working on.
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I want strawberry wine.
TMW you realize you have two days off after a ten hour shift tonight and canāt wait to spend it with your bf.
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Awww 
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TMW youāre highly considering leaving. Should have just stayed in my fucking shell.
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No you need people more then you think. A down ward spiral should never be faced alone.
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I guess but I should learn just keep fucking mouth shut because apparently I donāt a damn thingā¦ Oh well nothing new.
I am not sure what happened, but here is something I have come to release from being a more active participant in occult communities: there are always going to be clashes, very often where your knowledge is put into question. However, we are all figuring shit out, no one has the right answers (or, often, even asking the right questions). Hell, thereās a lot of room for expansion in my own practice and I am no where near figuring everything out.
At the end of the day, it is your practice that does the talking and teaching, so i consider conflicts and disagreements to be challenges to expand my own knowledge through experimentation. Staying in oneās shell prevents that growth. So I am glad you have exposed yourself by climbing out of that shell. Try to view conflicts as opportunities for knowledge, not battles. Or at the least, entertainment.
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Yea I know I should view like that. 
. I sent you a pm.
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Lol my optimism can be an annoying quality. There is always something that can be used/entertained by, even in dire circumstances.
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Tmw quick question is it Ayer or Aken that goes first for Asmodeus enn?
I cut my hand againši lost blade privileges at work cuz it took like 45 minutes for it to stop bleeding
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Omg girly what are going to do with you.
Also
Tmw you wake up from some pretty fucked up dreams
im dying and oof what kind of funky dreams
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I havenāt deciphered which demon yet. I have several I work with. Iāll be posting them eventually into my journal on here.
Hmm okay, ill be sure to read it
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TMW I am tried but I canāt sleep.
tmw three new death cases this morning alone with a fourth one right around the corner. I donāt even know where to start 
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