I am taking two this term And the weekly 2 hour class hurt my mind. I will Be calling on Azazel a lot this term.
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Makes sense. Strangely, Baal is also a warrior and in his myths, used his brute force to overthrow his father El. Perhaps it is leadership style that caused part of the clash
Or my fear of being a leader.
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This. You are better being in the field so to speaking not leading from the front. That could be why. I have a very leadership personality. So I donât have issues with leaders. I am after all I used seek that man that is stronger then I am. A girl still wants her knight in not so shinning armor.
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Baal has such a strong energy but with him Iâve noticed he likes to observe, he has a messed up sense of humor but it serves a higher purpose, and likes to keep his cards close to keep people guessing.
That is what I noticed with working with him, but for awhile it seemed like he just wanted to stare at me and listen.
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Incorrect. You can be. However, the concept is so foreign to 99% of humans that they literally fight against it.
When EA was completely blissed out 24/7, sleeping in a cemetery and forsaking the material world, he lasted a month or two before he begged his mentor for help to turn it off (as told in his book Ipsissimus). Jesus lasted a couple of years before purposely walking into his own death snare. That is how foreign feeling good is to most people. Theyâd rather die than live like that lol
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Well damn
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Oh look a knight showed up.
But yes it is more odd to be happy all the. Time then not. I was asked once at WORK what drugs I was on to be that âhappyâ. I canât help it I tend to stay positive.
But I can be a raging I will kill everything bitch too.
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My libido has been weird lately. Randomly dropping off then flaring up super hard at other times⌠I feel like when I was 15 with how quick it flops back and forth.
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That sounds like me monthly. Welcome to the life of a woman.
In all seriousness has it been a while? If so talk to your doctor to make sure evening is ok.
It does this sometimes.
My libido is always pretty overactive, but depending on things like situation and emotional context, it usually is more restrained. I think part of it might be because I went to Florida for a week and now Iâm back in the cold of Ohio. That and I snuck by that whole week in Florida with only one wank a day, instead of my usual 3 to control my libido.
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So Florida made you more honey and now you are broken?
TMW: Agares made it clear to me that she is involved in the current drama in the U.S. Congress dealing with the U.S. President, but itâs complicated. For some reason, she wanted me to post this here. I told her about the restrictions against politics here.
She said that she knows. âJust chill, dude.â
It pays not to argue with Agares.
TMW you feel like you been ran over by a bullet train 
No, I think itâs more that the combination of the not taking care of my libido for a week, paired with the traveling, kinda messed up my natural rhythm a bit and itâs wonky. Basically, I just gotta get back into my usual cycle of dealing with it and it will normalize again in probably a few days.
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I feel Like this is off balance I need something on the far end. But this is what I did with my headboard. All my books and ritual stuff and tarot cards are on the shelves along the sides.
Wow⌠thatâs interesting. I kind donât have that issues. I am a lucky girl to have a pretty satisfying astral lover. I donât know what I would do with out him.
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Ight
Because pain and pleasure are necessary for growth.
Cuss you know desire ams the pursuit of a meaningful life. Evolution 101.
The other 1% caveats can enjoy their blissful cemetery or their backstabbing frwinds and death trap. 
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Iâm sure you are good, mentions and soft touches do not get flagged. Only true stances that are directly tied to politics.
Ex: Abortions is bad and Lucifer told me so.
This is confirmed from my personal head Cannon and just look at these perfectly unbiased statistics. Believe me because this is important and if you do not you are a bigot. 
Also this said party are totally reptiles and vote on this or that bill.
Leftist, rightist, anarchy, communism.
Kek
REEEEE
Yeah, you are lucky. You donât have to masturbate 3+ times a day to keep your libido in check.
TMW you accept your fate, spirit calls and so on, and finally you be able to just go with the flow.
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