I have a friend that does not really get sad. In the normal sense. He has a very optimistic point of view. But he’s admitted to feeling less than satisfied with his emotions he has complained “I wish I could feel something more than this”.
But he has other emotions like anger and what, I was referring to the people that force themselves to look and act happy no matter what. I suppose we all cope in our own way though.
They’re the opposite of me now that I look at it
I feel comfortable being angry, or some form of dispassionate, Idk depression seemed to come naturally to me overtime lol.
I guess estatic is where they stay.
It’s good to have a good mix though.
O smoked with my buddies the other day an I was smiling and laughing a lot. I could quite literally feel myself being uncomfortable or judging my emotion. So I stopped and enjoyed the joy that came.
Ah, how I sympathize with thee. The wise teaching of Marcus Aurelius hold much influence over me at the time.
Beholding wisdom from older times is quite the trip in itself.
Cornelius Agrippa’s Three Books of Occult Philosophy is worth every minute spent looking up obscure terms/people/places to understand what the hell he was referring to, though, I tell you what.
I live my shitty life, keep focusing on my beloved demons, Sitri, Satan, Abaddon, and planning to finally step forward a bit closer to Andras, then suddenly boom…
They are usually categorized with the fallen angel variety. But it’s just a polarization of their “previous” energy I’m some manner.
Love comes in many different forms.
To some people love is physical and very sexually expressive, to some it is very supportive and verbal.
Just look up different ways people express love and you will see.
Lust and love are very closely related.
It’s passion.
The opposite of love would be indifference and the opposite of Lust probably disgust.
Lust is usually of great sexual nature and some form of idolization.
Love is more general. And is how you communicate your care and passion for being in a mutual partnership/family with someone.
Just as Lilith has much more to her than just Lust so do angels of Love or passion. Hope this helped
I only worked with Michael until my oath took an 180 and now I tend to only work with Lucifer and sometimes Azazel. I have a really kick ass personality when pushed too far. So I like working with the Archangels. They are the warrior class after all.
I tend to gravitate toward warrior spirits as well. However, I fall apart with spirits associated with kingship, which I find to be the next step beyond the warrior aspect. My Baal working collasped very quickly, as my doubt swallowed me whole and I lost sight of my intentions. So, getting back on that horse will be the next challenge
My worst subject was actually P.E. I was terrible with most sports and common place exercises, mainly as I did not see the point. Once I was in martial arts that started to change.
