Tears, tears every time - but only when I "meet" Lucifer - Why?

It can be true, yes, but based on our conversations, this was not always the case, I think. it Because it happened again and again. Many things have changed in my life since I talked to Him. Inside and outside me, both. Spiritually and physically, as well. Maybe they’re working on me even when I don’t know so.

I’m very glad to His behave and for His care, even if it is… unusual.
My father got killed by Spirits (?), when I was 2,5 years old (long story and I still did not share it there). So I grew up without a real father. After 22 years, it is an unusual feeling to feel the caring (because even my mother does not gave a shit about me/us). I was like: you need care? Hah, you are a weak one!

Either way, Abaddon told me last night, if I wish to know more about this, I should ask then Lucifer, Himself, instead of Him or anyone else, and yes, He is right. Within the next 3 days, I’ll go shopping, so I can buy some “sweetmeats” what Lucifer likes, and I’ll create a pleasant environment for our conversation (white, black candles, cinnamon incense etc.).

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