I am going through a bad phase in my life. Everything was going well, but now I am emotionally down. I’ve lost my libido, creative thinking, and even my erection. I don’t know what happened. I used saw palmetto to reduce my PSA values, but my vital energy hasn’t returned even after stopping it for a week. Whatever I do is yielding negative results. I’m going through a toxic work environment with no space or time for meditation.
After I started struggling, I began acting impulsively—like paying for sex from sex workers—even though I don’t believe in that. I need love and lust to happen to me organically. There are many beautiful girls around, but I feel completely detached from them. I was praying to Lord Sitri, but now it feels meaningless.
Could you please help me? How can I get back to my full charm? Which demons could help me bypass this and return to my full potential? @Mulberry please guide me…
Go no fap for 100 days. Stop watching porn, stop masturbating, get off social media, hit the gym, and eat healthy with lots of protein. Get plenty of sunlight. Practice qi gong or yoga to circulate your yang chi. Pore breathe the element of fire. Focus on being productive in your day to day. Set daily goals first thing in the morning, visualize them, and then strive to complete them. Your masculine vitality will bounce back naturally.
No demons needed but if you must have help, the archangel Samael can help with “all masculine issues.”
Saw Palmetto messes with your hormones and can cause just those effects, did you take it without consulting a doctor first? If so you should really talk to a doctor if possible and let them know and they can help you out.
This can most likely resolve itself but it’s still worth it. Regardless of what you do, do not try and fix it with more supplements or anything else because you may just make it worse trying to self-cure (or you may worsen the prostate issue you alluded to too). Besides that regularly meditate on the planet of Mars.
What other supplements are you on at the moment? It does sound like your hormones are out of whack, and you can self-serve lab tests for men’s hormone at places like LabCorp and maybe that’s also true in your country now - much cheaper and better controlled than paying for a Drs appt to book them for you.
So I’d suggest getting some bloodwork done to check your basic biomarkers, both now, and again in a month or 2.
Couple that with enough sleep and support for the stress you’re under, and tools like taking five minutes three times a day, less time than it takes to make a cop of coffee, to refocus on your desired state, affirm your inner confidence and give a quick “fuck that” to the bullshit and that can help a lot.
Then you’ll need to see a doctor. Saw Palmetto lowers your DHT which gives those effects you spoke about. At the same time, you mentioned prostate issues. Both lowering and increasing it could both be negative without a doctors guidance and supervision, so you can’t just take another thing to fix it as you might end up making your prostate worse and it’s a gamble at best unless you deeply understand everything in relation here.
This will most likely naturally fix itself but in that time period the messed up hormones could mess with your prostate more, so imo what you need to do is find a way to consult with a professional about it. At the very least, don’t try taking anything else to change your hormones unless a professional advises you. Magick can of course help here and like I said there’s a good chance this naturally fixes itself, but you should be safe and minimize any risks. In future though, try and avoid messing with your hormones unless you get explicitly advised by a doctor because unless you deeply understand things, you’re playing with fire.
