Hello everyone. I started the Black Sun Exercise tonight shared by @Ruda218. But night I had different events and I searched in this forum to see if anyone had experienced what I went through, but I couldn’t find any results.
This is the exercise I started:
I decided to work with King Amaymon but before that I decided to exercise for 21 days. I completed day 1 tonight (I couldn’t do it properly.). Anyway, I started by looking at the sigil first. Then I realized I was in a trance. Then, as he continued to stare, the smoke from the incense suddenly turned into fire in the air and then disappeared. As soon as I noticed that the smoke had turned into fire, the background of sigil seemed to have turned into fire (I’m not sure, it might have turned red). Then I noticed that there was activity in the house and I finished the meditation.
Then I continued. I decided to make everything from scratch. When I looked at sigil again, the color of the black candle burning in front of me seemed to have changed. It was something like a mixture of orange and red, the color of which I could not express, and the flame of the candle seemed to get stronger. Then the smoke in the air passing in front of me turned into fire in the same way. But this time, with the fire, some smoke turned into fire ash and these ashes were coming on me. Later, when I realized that I was in a trance, I closed my eyes and continued the exercise.
Is my experience unimportant? I searched the forum but couldn’t find any results. Have any of you experienced something similar to this?
I can also say that the exercise process went badly for me. I have a hard time making them because my visualizations are bad and the environment is not suitable. But I am still determined to continue.