Usually I am quite terrified of spiders, but once I saw this small spider outside of a window on a very tall building, and once I looked at it I felt such a strong connection to it… It’s hard to explain the feeling, perhaps familiarity? or just a very strong connection. It’s strange since I am usually terrified of spiders.
Then quite some time after that, a few weeks or maybe even a few months, when I woke up one morning I had a very vivid hallucination (first time having one of these half-asleep hallucinations) of a small spider crawling towards me on my wall, and I got up and looked at it and it changed size, had sort of sparks of light around it momentarily, then I turned around to turn the light on but when I turned back it was gone, and absolutely nowhere to be found (also not enough speed to hide away), so then I realized it was a hallucination.
I was just about to suggest Belial.
I’ve been working with him and having spider imagery and even feeling like a spider lately.
I can’t really explain the feeling any better than just. Like a spider.
It could have a meaning depending who you working with. For me the spiders situation calm down for a bit but they started to appear again i just killed one so that my sister won’t freak out. I know that lilith has a lot to do with it.
They also can be sent as messages to raise your awareness as you’re not seeing something you should.
I’m still not sure which spirit was involved, but a few weeks ago at a friends house I was staring off at a wall while deep in thought when a spider lowered itself on that wall just to my eye level. I had just brought back my friend’s tupperware and immediately trapped it with the intentions of releasing it outside. Looking at the it, I realized it was a jumping spider which immediately came across as odd. Unless jumping spiders can act radically different from each other within a 10-mile radius, this one was nothing like the ones at my house. The ones I have prefer to live outside if its not freezing in door arches, fence posts, and other areas it can quickly move to safety if spotted by a human. Shortly afterwards, I saw something very black, noiseless, and quick fly across. When I asked if anyone else had seen the flying insect that day, they said no (three adults, two children). I highly suspect it was a thoughtform that didn’t want to be seen.
That’s my two cents anyway. I could be wrong and my mind was trying to see a connection that wasn’t there.
