Usually I am quite terrified of spiders, but once I saw this small spider outside of a window on a very tall building, and once I looked at it I felt such a strong connection to it… It’s hard to explain the feeling, perhaps familiarity? or just a very strong connection. It’s strange since I am usually terrified of spiders.
Then quite some time after that, a few weeks or maybe even a few months, when I woke up one morning I had a very vivid hallucination (first time having one of these half-asleep hallucinations) of a small spider crawling towards me on my wall, and I got up and looked at it and it changed size, had sort of sparks of light around it momentarily, then I turned around to turn the light on but when I turned back it was gone, and absolutely nowhere to be found (also not enough speed to hide away), so then I realized it was a hallucination.
Does this mean anything?