Last night I consecrated my magical weapons to Hecate, and I dreamed that some kind of Masonic artifact was nailed into my hands. I pulled it out, and it hurt a lot. Inside the skin of my hand, there was a chain with a kind of hook to hang it, and I ripped it out—it hurt. Then there was a kind of worm that glowed with blue light, and it entered my rectum. I pulled it out—it was very long. And now, when I look at my hand, it hurts just remembering what I dreamed. Can someone explain what the hell just happened? Or are these just strange coincidences? I’ll add that my stepfather is a 33rd-degree Mason, and apparently I have a great-grandfather who was an important Mason too.
While you can’t take dreams at face value, and need to investigate the symbolism, none of this sounds great.
Can’t hurt to do a good banish and cleanse, ward your sleeping area properly, and bind your stepfather away from working against your best interests. “An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.” - Get you spiritual hygiene up to snuff.
Where are the coincidences? What happened to make you mention him? You don’t trust him for a reason I suppose? You’re a little bit prone to drama and leaping to conclusions so I caution you to keep a steady head on your shoulders here. You don’t need to start a witch war you are not equipped to finish.
Do you hold conspiracy theory type beliefs about Masons? It sounds like you might have some subconscious issues with all the nonsense that people like to spew about Masonry.
Have you tried to work with your ancestors and do any ancestor veneration?
Keep a dream journal.