I’m a big fan of how I feel when I’m on. They all have a different feel to them but usually it’s a pronounced sense of well being and motivation. Great sleep, deep trances, and you just feel goooooooood.
Tren is the only one that makes people feel ornery, doesn’t do it to everyone either. Roid rage is mostly a myth unless you’re an asshole before cycle. Most of it is an excuse to cover up cocaine usage when people want to cut fat.
I’ve had the best spiritual experiences ever while on cycle. It’s meant to replicate the effects of being in a very desirable hormonal state for a male. If you’re kicking ass you have high testosterone, end of story. Even the “yaaaas gurl, you go queen!” bad bitch archetype that’s trendy in movies mimics a chick with abnormally high T.
Unless you’re using Clomid for PCT (I’m a fan of Nolvadex myself) you won’t have much ultra sensitive estrogen issues while coming off. Maybe a few down days but nothing major.
If you do run Clomid… you’ll very suddenly understand your girlfriend on a very very deep level and be able to handle her states much better when she goes “there.” You’ll just “get it” and intuitively know when to empathize and when to tell her she’s being 5. It’s something most men should experience to bridge the gap in their relationships. It’s saved me a ton of drama
You might not like the idea of genuinely feeling like crying for someone when you see a tweet about nobody buying the cake they made at a bake sale… But you’ll get some perspective on a space you’ve never gone to that a lot of women go to every few weeks.
Nolvadex or Arimistane are much better SERMS that will get you to bounce back no worries without very suddenly having your emotions sensitized 10x more while watching a movie with your friends.
From here there are two schools of thought:
- Blast as much gear as you can since your first cycle is your best one
- Run a test only cycle for 8 weeks on one vial to see how your body responds to testosterone
I’d do the latter. Or even just run sarms. (YK11 + LGD is a favorite stack of mine). PM me for info on any of this. You can gain 20lbs of muscle in 8 weeks on a solid test cycle. Keeping it on takes maintenance just like getting a 6 pack. Or anything in life.
Your magick will be just fine no matter what you do so long as you do it the right way