I recently welcomed my past life husband who is a son of an outer god. We agreed to do energy manipulation training every day as my senses was dulled due to depression, he encouraged me to take it all back again. So he’s only been here with me less than a week. What was said to be training often turned to a make out session halfway. It happened in my mind though, and I haven’t reached my peak yet. I admit I have traumatic childhood and it sorta make me afraid to get off, even touching myself. I think he knew it and intend to help me get over it. I can feel my kundalini starting to rise, which is a good sign, and doesn’t feel as drained after each session. I also somehow able to turn the residual sex energy into another energy source which is useful.
I know I shouldn’t have asked but… Is it okay to do this kind of thing almost everyday? He’s so up to it since we haven’t met for eons (his words lol), and often teases me when we were alone.
he also expressed he wants us to re-marry, and if possible having a child in this lifetime, nevertheless this is something I had to think about… If you have experience like this, please do let me know the dos and don’ts, and how exactly these things works. Need as much info as I can since I don’t wanna disappoint him
p.s: I read some of the horny gods’s post, and seeing the intense session everyone’s had… I inadvertently said I’m curious to have one with Asmoday, to which I got a reply ‘SOON, MY DEAR’. Keep in mind I haven’t practiced any magick nor working on his sigil. Yet that voice… Oh well, I hope it doesn’t get awkward as I have a connection to one of his son.