Mantras are done…
Fire was wanted apparently, and in the big bowl.
This generated enough upward draft to start spinning my ceiling fan at a slow regular pace. Lol
I might wanna be careful with that in future. Maybe not as much alcohol. But it does give me ideas…
Feel like I should do a cord cutting ritual…
Kind of wanna go with Hekate, but Michael has been coming through apparently and it seems he’s one of the gotos for cord cutting. We shall see…
I’ve been meaning to incorporate the Three suns meditation into my routine somewhere…
Though I do a “Four Sun’s” version, where there’s a fourth black sun that you imagine going down through your spine.
Also the way I do it, I inhale each sun Down through my spine and for a few breaths I “pump” it’s energy up and down a few times throughout my energy body with a long inhale and a slow exhale. On the exhale I visualize the sun’s energy or flames blazing throughout my energy body. Then I let it go and move on til I get to the white sun.
At the white sun, I’ll pump it a few times and then visualize it setting my energy body alight with blinding light akin to a welding torch.
At the black sun, I’ll once again pump it a few times, then I’ll visualize it blackening my energy body with dense black/blue/purple energy and light. A deep darkness with a sort of nebulous energy surrounding it and emmitting from it. Think Dark Matter.
From there what I had did in the past was move on to shielding and other stuff. Or would just jump right into the void meditation.
Pumping the sun’s up and down the spine is with the intention of energizing and clearing the chakras.
This time last year I was doing this fairly regularly at work during my breaks. I’d go off into a part of the building that’s not used, sit in the dark and begin visualizing.
Honestly…I need to do a lot of things. Lol
Speaking of chakras…
Maybe up to about two weeks ago…
I was off and on getting this phenomena where my sacral chakra would activate, but it would have a distinctly hungry sensation. Like sexual hunger…which is a wierd sensation to say the least. This would come with arousal, but didn’t really feel like lust.
It was sporadic, but it actually started to worry me. “*Wtf…I’ve never heard of chakra hunger…is my chakra turning vampyric!? What does that mean? Why? Is something wrong with it?..is this an opportunity? Should I explore this vampyrically?..is it a spirit?”
Well anyway, at some point I connected it to a spirit interaction. Funny way of getting attention. Hasn’t really happened since I made that connection though. 