"sleeping sun"

Journals, Group Rituals & Free Readings
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This is both a journal entry and a venting source for a specific issue I’ve been dealing with for a good long while, over 10 years at this point.

Periodically, I get blasted with what I’ve dubbed the “sleeping sun” energy, its when it wakes up, and its just pure vitality and energy, in its raw form, and one would think that’s a good thing right? Free energy that comes out of nowhere, and I can’t deny (when channeled properly) it does yield some generic benefits. It’s real good at bringing money into my life, and by the by I look fantastic, keep in mind this energy is entirely unsolicited, I’ve not done anything to invite it upon me, it’s just upon regardless of whatever it is I’m doing in the world. And the negative effects of it are what have led me to absolutely despise it in every way shape and form. The zombie effect, for those psychically active, this energy completely nullifies the psychic faculties, like an abrupt shut off, I still have then when I’m at home but it’s at the mercy of this sleeping sun just by leaving my house. That shut off does not feel well, along with the zombie effect, it’s like a sudden being reverted to an old state of being. Old patterns, thoughts, memories, I dub this the “debauch”, the rotted filthy energy. You would think expelling it would work to get rid of it but it doesn’t, it just invites more of it and in greater amounts. And making any kind of spiritual progress has been difficult due to this strain and affliction. It affects the rituals I do, and when I was writing it would try and weasel it’s way into it, making both rituals and art cartoony, uninspired, and cheap. Its the death of inspiration and desire. I’ve overall found this energy to be exhausting, it’s tiring just having it here, my mind races with a million nonsense theories to try and give it form and space, trying anyway it can to weasel it’s way into my reasoning.

My only solution to this energy has been to wait it out, it wants to pull me into childish behaviors and old vices. is anyone else going through this? This can’t just be me, I’ve never verified but of some of the people Ive watched and seen it does seem like they’re affected in a similar way.

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The closest thing I can think of that’s vaguely like this, is what I call “yurting”. A yurt is a Nomadic Mongolian’s tent, and “yurting” for me is when an energy come in that makes me want to up sticks and move… anywhere, and as soon as possible. It usually happens in Spring and Fall - the change of the seasons. It makes me feel uncomfortable where I can and want to be anywhere else, preferably in another time zone. It lasts a week to a month and is eased if I can travel.
I don’t know why this happens but my guess has been some kind of genetic instinct coming from ancestral DNA.

I assume it’s a very different thing for you, but makes me ask if there’s a connection you feel to something in your family line or ancestry. Have you noticed a trigger for it at all or is it just always if you leave your house? In which case do other buildings shield you as well? and if not, what is it about your house that stops it?

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I have literally scaled the country to get away from this energy. Every 1-2 years I’ve moved to a new place. Spoiler, being not grounded and connected to a place makes it worse. Doing anything “dark” provokes it, like it comes barrelling in refusing an onset of depression that I honestly find refreshing time to time. But other than that, it just comes about. I hesitate to claim ancestry as the cause, it might be a part of it, but it’s only a small part at best. Ive stopped trying to find an answer, I intuitively suspect that there’s a overarching energy that is affecting all of us.

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I’m mostly brainstorming. I think the cause will become clear in time, but until it does it won’t be tractable.

Well, yes, I agree - we are surrounded by energy that ebbs and flows in waves, primarily from the sun and landscape, human devices, other humans, entities, and secondarily from the moon, planets and stars. So there’s a lot of options.

What protections do you have in place? Have you tried banishing and cleansing and setting up wards? - if this is an attachment that might help. If trying that makes it worse that’s also a sign that you have a parasite that is deeply embedded, a they will fight to discourage you from dislodging them and try to make you give up.