When Asmodeus appeared in my first invokation of him, he was a slim man with a white ram’s head with light brown horns. Upon writing a message to me on a chalk board he was stood infront of he immediately appeared infront of me (he did not walk from the chalkboard to where I was sat, he simply moved in a second) and made me, for lack of a polite phrase, suck him off until he came. Then he accepted my petition.
Are sex acts usually a form of “initiation” with him? I am a woman, so I would appreciate the perspectives of both women and men who have successfully invoked him.
(Also… I heard he had two cocks but I only saw one😂)
No this is not normally reported at least here. Some people do have sexual relationships with various entities.
I’d have assumed an impostor and banished instead of bending the knee. What did you do to verify identity?
Alternatively this is just how your system interpreted the connection, if you are a very sexual person you could easily overlay this into the interaction due to expectations.
Or it could also have been a way to answer the question for what level of work you wanted to do with him, and you answered that question as “lust”.
Yes I am a very sexual person and I did say in my petition that I wanted to focus on lust and sexuality. I did do a protection spell to protect from tricksters, imposters and malevolents but I was suprised at an immediate sexual act. So I think it may have been how I interpreted the intense aspect of his dominion over lust?
Yes, and I think that fits. Asmoday ime is very direct and intense, so I’d say it sounds like the meeting went well and was appropriately tailored to your intent.
Not to bother you again, but do you think that other than raw strength (and maybe masculinity?) there are other symbolisms behind him appearing with a ram’s head in particular?
I think that’s a human thing - so, back then it was common practice for warring peoples, particularly the Semitic ones in Mesopotamia, to include heavy propaganda on those they conquered in the form of demonizing their gods.
Pagan gods such as Cernnunos (the Green Man), Pan had the heads of hunted and farm animals representing a desire for these to be fertile and numerous. they represented the masculine in Nature that supported human survival. Fertility gods tended to have the heads and/or horns of cows, sheep, deer and goats - all food animals.
So the heads of prey animals thing comes through from when Christianity turned on these pagan peoples and demonized Pan and the nature gods. It’s supposed to be an insult, and became popular in artistic representations for “demons” - meaning, entities on the conquerors shitlist for no other reason than they were of the enemy.
That is then embedded in the collective consciousness, we subliminally soak that up from the prolific use of this imagery in JCI-oriented books including all the medieval grimoires.
In short. it seems to be basic conditioning, not so much symbolism. Although, it seems in this case appropriate to me that Asmoday should be linked to Pan and fertility gods in general.
No. The ram is a symbol of rebellion, and shattering limits. It is also a symbol of chaos, and destruction. Asmodeus is the Prince of the Seventh Deadly Sin of Lust. And Lust destroys. That’s what Asmodeus symbolizes
No that wasn’t your intention, you just picked up the subliminal symbolism and it exists in your subconscious.
This came much later after the push-back from people realizing these demonized beings are beneficial to humans.
Almost - it’s him being him in relation to her. This is why magick is personal for humans, because we are complex beings and what we can perceive is very dependent on our experience, background and personal energy.
For example I never ever see any entity with skull or animal heads, this is not a thing for me. I believe this is because I don’t have a Christian bone in my body and that stuff never resonated for me. I always thought it was silly and brushed it off, as are faces in buttholes, bat wings, goatee beards and any other fictional representation invented by mostly-spirtually-blind humans.
Appearances are subjective, and their utility is as part of a tool for communication, nothing in them is absolute or fixed. Yin-yang: it’s a relationship, not a quantity.