Selfish reasons to control someone

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Off topic, but I recently saw a movie ”Speak no evil” and it was all about not having boundaries! I recommend that, it was shocking

What comes to calling Lucifer, I also recommend to just speak to him during meditation and explaining what you wish for. If you’d like lucid dreaming, try sleep meditation and definitely lie on your back. Also while in a dream, if you ”remember”, try pinching yourself. You really can’t feel it in a dream. After that, you realize you are dreaming and you can do anything and even create your own world. When you nearly are asleep, you should already start visioning your hopes, and preferably also try to physically feel something related your hopes (someone touching you etc). This easily leads also to sleep paralysis, which can be extremely scary the first time. But if you don’t panic and remember nothing can hurt you, you can also be more sensitive for spiritual contacts. However, sometimes sleep paralysis only leads to ”normal” hallucinations. That happens especially when you don’t realize you have sleep paralysis and brains go to panic mode (amygdala gets messed up). There’s nothing spiritual in that situation, but neither anything life threatening.

One more thing about sleep paralysis: It may have negative impacts on mental health, so I don’t necessarily recommend that. Also, when you once get sleep paralysis, it’s easier to get it over and over again and that would be something no one wants every night. There do exist cases like that.

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I know freedom better than discipline, unfortunately :smiley: I have a dog too, but he has too short legs to run (bichon). I’m very much alone now, away from everything, to learn to live with myself, and to find my own way :slight_smile: I have this section in my journal where I write down what I want. It’s a great tool for expressing thoughts - I’ve never written journal before.

Yes, I always say that - even sadness helps us live life (but depression doesn’t). Fortunately, I now have a stable state and relationship with myself, right now. Which I’m glad for.

Speak no evil! I saw the trailer and it looked really good!

I learned to meditate with visualization well before, I guide people through such meditation and it helps when someone has insomnia. I create my worlds in this state, helping people walk through their worlds but I haven’t been able to visualize people yet. I’m always there alone, so we’ll see if I can get into a vivid dream.
But sometimes I have such vivid dreams that I wake up and miss the people in it (they was only in dream).
I’ll try, so far I’ve only had auditory hallucinations, never paralysis. After a few days of insomnia (the insomnia was caused by an irrelevant fear that “something” was in the apartment), and the last day of insomnia, I had hallucinations (demonic growls, clinking glasses, and a female voice that said “she looks a lot like dad.”)

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Aww bichon! They are overly cute :heart_eyes:
That’s true. I also sometimes write down my causes me anxiety at the moment (if I can’t really pinpoint why I’m unsatisfied). I just let the writing flow, until I can easily separate differetn reasons. Lately I found a paper from few months ago where I had written down all the issues I’d like to change. Like alwatys, each one of them was solved, even some were major changes. So it might also help to more powerfully manifest, or at least fasten things.

Ah insomnia is the worst with it’s irrational fears. I suffer from so called “moon madness”, meaning I have difficulties to sleep during full moon. Next time I’m definitely trying this visualization meditation (but not laying on my back because for sleeping, I just want sleep and not sleep paralysis haha).

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He’s a sweetheart, a great helper.
I have special art notebooks (Einstein, Mucha, etc…) to write in so I can write in them better. :smiley:

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When I don’t know what made me the anxiety, I write the text as a consideration, a self-reflection. That’s great, you’ve seen the progress you’ve made in a few months :heart:

Visual meditation is great, but I really recommend someone to guide you through it, at least in the beginning. It might help you not go into sleep paralysis afterwards. And good in meditation with visualization is eye mask and earphones in the beginning (without music, just for noise suppression)

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It’s good to hear your story about forgiving than being revenge to curse or hex…

I want to share my story too… i actually a victim of curse and hex by someone who i think he is my true love for 7 years (actually is love spell or love magic)… we can call him F… and he can curse and hex me cause he have blessing energy from demon raum (i dont know he is aware or not)… but at least i know this is raum hex & curse now… in this year…

I doing research about raum and about his magic… and i found out that F is very match with this… raum will support poor people, who have nothing, who doesn’t have a value and dignity… and is match with F… raum specialized in love magic, sex magic, make someone stranger to be in love, friendzone be in love, enemy being lover… raum can curse or hex to make target have a great suffering in loss, destruct their dignity, decreasing their social skill to make them look stupid, raum also make ex begging, crying and always apologying…

And is match for F and me being cursed! He is from poor family, he is never being unrequited love… if he interest with stranger or friends, he will manifest love spell and will receive crush from them quickly… he have a money from his friends, crush, lover even from stranger… he have lot of love and affection, have lot of gift from crush, have a free vacation from his girlfriend or friend with benefit (temporary of course: many people come and go in his life)… and when he is hurt he manifest curse and hex from raum energy… and i’ve being cursed by him when i hurt him (intentionally or unintentionally)… yeah you know i hurt him cause that “have a cause” to doing that…

I guarantee this is real raum not the culprit one… i scan many time this is real one not fake one… and this curse very powerful, for 7 years my life up and down and too much miserable… sometimes i feel like zombie, sometime to much emotion… i always begging, crying and apology to F… i feel great of loss (my life, financial, hope, love, empathy, etc), i feel stupid act very emotional roller coaster, act like a pick me girl and my social value is decrease… but from this experience i awakening my spiritual abilities… and activate it…

The plot twist from this curse & hex is… i have strong telephaty with raum itself… is feel like while i’ve being curse and hex, raum come to me and comfort me like this is his mistake or his responsibilities… he also doing apology before while i still doesn’t have a clue what is this and who he is… now he act like he is my ally when first we are an enemy… but what i do is doing netral for my safety…

And then, hades come to me and blessing me with his energy. Hades magic is dark too like raum but he is from deity tribes… i also have extraterretial energy too for healing… after this, i become different person… i become cold too and much cold, very introvert, doing in hermit isolation mode, very great boundaries, but the effect is i feel hypotermia, freezing cold… this energy make me shut up my panic attack, my emotional roller coaster, my trauma bonding… i think this is very darkest healing to remove the curse and hex…

And i see raum is act like my allies now… i feel he will not hurt me again but i don’t feel safe… i know he is doing apology last time but i still feel very dissapoint about F and raum… but i know the best revenge is none, heal, move on and don’t become like those who hurt you… this is not about being naive, but is more than that… once you aware about dark and light, and you ascending your spirituality, you will understand it… and now i work with both light and dark… but i will do for good, protection and for shadow work… not for hurt… cause i know how to feel being cursed and hex for 7 years…

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Hello! That way I chose in the end have been blessing for me. I cut that guy out of my life, begun work with Belial and on myself. Absolutely I cut out everything he represented, and after I begun heal, I met real love of my life. It was praise for a moral view of the world and not doing more evil. I really begun fight against bad people, and help people with traumas to untie from toxic spirits (souls). Belial send me dream where he defined I’m on my own again, because he helped me from deepest shits, and now I need to grow alone. I still worship Belial, meditate to him, send him energy and sacrifices, I believe, he would help me, if I really need it, but I don’t need it right now.

The biggest change Belial gave me is view. I admitted to myself my bad behavior and toxic traits, I see clear everything I do and did (it hurts), and (?unfortunately/fortunately?) he made me see even more other people intentions. I realizing micro gestures, my empathy has been raised to the heights, the vibes and energies I perceive like as people talk with me with their soul. (Funny, because I meet someone, I know the person is evil, no-one trust me, and then, that person shows the evil. I peeked through a lot of people, and never been wrong from the time I got this insight view.)
It sad sometimes, when you realized someone very kind trust to someone who is evil. And I learned there is almost no pure evil in spirits, there is evil in people, spirits (I worked with) are very logical and fair.

But! Go on my own way with no evil in me was really awesome decision.

This is quote I agree with! Helping others against evil is more pleasant. You are awesome!
(Btw. the healing made me different person too - introvert, boundaries, protector etc…)

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The universe and nature is selfish.
This is Satan’s philosophy “return curse to the sender”. You shift the pain onto someone else, at least part of it, instead of digesting it in yourself.
It is also a form of self-medication. You don’t hold poison inside you.
This is not a Christian forum, but a forum mainly devoted to black magic. Did you want permission?

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