I have spent the last 2 decades in pursuit of my path. After 14 years of deep study via internet, social gatherings, infiltration of fringe cults, and visits to temples of every faith I could find, I spent the next 6 years in roughly solitary study through introspection and contemplation of eastern concepts such as the Tao and the study of willpower itself. After doing so, I found myself in a strange place, pursuing my path, but also wishing to hold discussions with others to find others who seek the void, null, and that which births the primordial chaos. Unfortunately, upon my return, all sites, groups, even physical locations I frequented for such things had all gone away. The world is too corporate and obsessed with clicks and money amd most outlets I find are simply chasing clout. I do hope to find a different experience here.
Welcome!
Where are you from? What are you looking to study next, out of interest?
Do you practice any magick or would you consider yourself more a philosopher?
Iām from South Appalachia, though I travel the country for work. My future study is mostly going to be focusing on my current work of merging my pursuit of void and balance of white and black magic into one unified practice. I practice various magicks from time to time but my primary practices are shamanic magic, arcanism, and Will magic. Im trying to increase my sensitivity as well to better pursue magicks I know in theory but cannot practice at present. At my heart, im a magic researcher who genuinely just loves magic for the sake of magic. I want to understand it in the way a physicist seeks to understand the four laws.
Awesome stuff! Thank you for elaborating on your interests.
No problem.