3-4 min. Chanted:
EE-AWE-HAH-HAW-VEE-HAH
Noticed I wasn’t breathing while chanting from diaphragm, kept chanting anyway, took a deep breath when stopping chanting.
Noticed some calm and some colors darker, my room darker.
And after closing and scrunching my eyes and opening, staring at ceiling apex see static rain.
And hear a laugh internally in mind, not necessarily evil but foreboding perhaps.
Held my Tarot Cards in my hands interlaced and cupped together with thumbs out.
Listened to an Astaroth Enn Chant on youtube, and stared at the sigil and it started to open, got drowsy, fought sleep, and asked in my mind after “Astaroth, Astaroth, Astaroth, Come!”, “Are you Astaroth?” Felt heat on my left temple. “Will you work with me?” Felt someone brushing my face. “Will you open up my Clairaudience?” Felt a popping sensation in my ears and felt a warm divine, tingling presence on my crown chakra.
“How can I help you?” Silence.
My life as a Druid-Witch-Magician.
Celtic Cross spread
Significator: VII The Chariot
Covers him: XVII The Star
Crosses him: Eight of Wands (Glasya-Labolas, King Zagan)
Crowns him: XVI The Tower
Beneath him: XIV Temperance
Behind him: Eight of Swords (Amon, Sabnock)
Before him: Queen of Cups (Astarte?)
Querent: Page of Pentacles (Earth of Earth)
Environment: Seven of Wands (Eligos, Balam)
Hopes and Fears: Nine of Wands (Bune, Valac)
Final Outcome: IV Emperor (Lucifer?)
Top of Deck: 10 of Swords, Lord of Ruin. King Paimon, King Vine.
Bottom of Deck: XXI The World
Would love to know what tunnels or spheres all of them operate in. Would make the interpretations much more insightful.
A man protected and under the influence of the sun and moon, between black and white horses-sphinxes and a spear (Spear of Lugh?)
A reflection into the sea of consciousness and pouring it through the other arm into five streams of senses. Mercurial, Aquarius (Jupiter in Aquarius)
Incoming message of an urgent and critical nature or incoming attack.
Bound in self reflection.
A seated queen, adoring her cup
An earthly young man adoring his pentacle.
A fight or sparring.
Near completion of work.
Order and sight under ruin.