Seeking a lateral move from armchair magi to magi

[Nightside]

Today was in fact a very Martian day.

Home, listening to Ozzy/Motorhead, had pizza, hot chocolate and smoke and smokes. Kitty is happy, so am I.

Still, received sort of a slap in the face from my job, which a corporation took over. Same pirate while everybody else jumped.

So, I have until the 26th to see. And my petition to Bune isn’t seeming to have taken effect. I have no idea why what I consider a small amount of cash to manifest (10 months back rent).

Decisions decisions.

I think meditation, perhaps on a mantra or WoP.

[Nightside]

Okay. I think I … like any armchair mage … would consider at this point of cutting losses and seeking alternative methods, all of which at this point are and will be mundane. In short, Bune and I didn’t work. I, Spiritual Helen Keller, have no rational answer why.
So…

1. Mundane search for mundane job for mundane pay
2. Get all paperwork in order
3. Consider becoming an atheist
4. Continue the work, one in 71 must have some pocket change they won’t mind imparting unto me.
5. Go back to school just at this point to know Im covering all obvious bases.
6. Expect nothing and not be disappointed, per LeVey.

[DarkestKnight]

@Nightside

would consider at this point of cutting losses and seeking alternative methods, all of which at this point are and will be mundane

Look into Neville Goddard and the Law of Assumption. Read @Veil’s fantastic journal about her experiences with it, and start applying it.

You’re too fixated on spirits. You don’t need them to manifest anything.

[ReyCuervo]

@Nightside

In short, Bune and I didn’t work.

Doesn’t matter, Fuego. If spirit X doesn’t work, then there are others.

But DK is right. There are other things you can do. I suggest you to also read the Goddard subreddit, there is plenty of useful information there.

[Nightside]

@DarkestKnight … will check out Veils post on LoA. I know it was a big topic a bit back.
Am checking out Liber Null and Psychonaut, as well as Phil Hine and AO Spare.

[Nightside]

Continuing on Petitions, tonight will be King Purson, Duchess Gomory, King Asmoday, and King Belial, up to 17/72 petitions.
When I get done with the 72 Ritual One petitions, will repeat with Ritual Two, then Ritual Three for all 72.
Then … Not sure … Past Osman Spare, candle work and all other suggestions.
Besides Demons of Magick, I’ve only glanced at a few evocation books on Subjective Synthesis.

[Nightside]

For future workings. .
Red Fire Invoking
Black Banishing
Blue Water Invoking

At least at the moment that is the thought on the wands. I thought of mercy and severity invoking or banishing when also combining black with red or blue.

[Mike_Bee]

Mmm yes it reminds me the outer order double wand of power from the golden dawn, the white and black one.

Well what matters is you use it. Pretend your a conductor of an orchestra, or a traffic cop with a baton. Point and direct energy and attention and focus.

During my conjuration phase of my evocations I point my wand at the seal of the spirit and go through the conjuration while pointing at the seal. Works for me.

By the way I tried the demonic banishment that had posted here I think it came from. Uncle Al originally perhaps. I tried it and I liked it enough to switch. It banishes and purifies the working space quite effectively.

[Nightside]

Nice. Ive noticed a better disposition after using the Qlipothic Middle Pillar. I used that in combo with UA’s Demonic Banishing, and boy was that a fiery day.

[Nightside]

Off to look up powers of six demons and write petitions that I was supposed to do last week. And conduct the rites. At the moment I could safely burn incense near the window facing east at the altar side of my dresser.
So, perhaps move to Ritual Two phase without all 72 petitions first.

[Mike_Bee]

@Nightside

used that in combo with UA’s Demonic Banishing, and boy was that a fiery day.

Post that qlippoth middle pillar of you can bro

[Nightside]

[Mike_Bee]

Fuego I can’t read that it’s sideways lol

[Nightside]

Yeah…
Someone wrote a post that I hand write.
Face east.
Command yourself to relax.
Start rhythmic breathing.
Grow yourself, until you stand on the earth and moon.
FEET TO ROOT
Nehemoth AKAL -ESCH-SHACHOR

SACRAL
Gama;iel THELI-ELYON

HEART
Tagerion SAMAEL ACHOR

THROAT to 3rd EYE
Da’at. NAKASH-HAKADMONI

CROWN.
Thaumiel. MELECH HA MELECH

Soul Star
Chasek
Bohu
Tohu. AU-SHEH-AIY-BOHM

Someone did a post describing it which I hand copied.

[Nightside]

While I search, here is a possible one that I was looking for.

Qliphothic Middle Pillar

It is all fresh and hot, I just ended this. And because of that i didn’t test it so if someone would like to use it i would be happy to know the results. After some time of practice of normal Middle Pillar with divine names I was hit with idea about something what i can refer as Qliphothic Middle Pillar. Because there is no divine names for Qlipoth i took some dictionary etc. and tried to make antonyms of divine names, because i didn’t want to use demonic or qliphotic names. The formula of rit…

[Nightside]

Here it is:

Middle Pillar Variations

I have a Qlippothic Middle Pillar using the esoteric formula of Satan undivided. Envision the Shadow of the self beneath the earth, unite with it through the floor in which you stand and lose sense of gravity, feel the energy rise from there. FEET TO ROOT (Nahemoth)- AKAL-ESH-SHACHOR SACRAL (Gamaliel)- THELI-ELYON HEART (Tagirion)- SAMAEL-ACHER THROAT TO THIRD EYE (Da’at)- NAKASH-HAKADMONI CROWN (Thaumyal)- MELECH HA MELEKIM SOUL STAR (Chasek(ain sof aur) Bohu(ain sof) Tohu(ain)- AU-SHEH-…

On an upside, I may be getting a breakthrough on the third eye…
Chanting MEL EH-EN-TUHL ES KUHL helps.

[Uncle-Al]

What’s wrong with you people?

Get yourself a comfy-chair and all the books by E.A. Waite that you can. Settle down with a cup of tea or coffee and a blanket to keep your legs warm whilst you slowly immerse yourself in his mind-numbing, spiritually crippling crap! Then you can get into all of Israel Regardie’s convoluted claptrap. Before long you’ll be able to recite from memory all the correct qabalistic colour scales and heaps of other, erudite mumbo-jumbo. And impress neophyte friends by repeating mystical ramblings you gleaned from your impressive library. In next to no time you’ll have a cardigan, slippers and be developing your play it safe superiority complex.

Al.

[Nightside]

Well, I have a pipe, but I don’t smoke tobacco through it, but have something similar…no brandy snifter yet either. Nor brandy for that matter. I do have some Jack Daniels I offer to the spirits with vape liquid.

[Mike_Bee]

Excellent work @Nightside that was very helpful

[Nightside]

Outstanding petitions to write given these tarot draws:
There could be more, these are what I recall to be outstanding
Knight Furcas, Duchess Bune (keep in touch)
King Purson, Duchess Gomory
King Asmoday, King Belial
Barbatos, Shax
Forneus, Cimejes
Aim, Oriax

Today:
XIX Sun acting through Ace of Pentacles upon Six of Cups

So now with Aim and Oriax, that makes six pairs to come up with petitions for them, and probably move to Ritual Two on these six pairs with petitions as well, as there are fifteen outstanding petitions to be done in Ritual.

This means Im falling behind 1/3rd, as this is 21 outstanding spirits to do rituals for my circumstances.