Have you ever seen, or heard of seeing, an eye in your mind every time you close your eyes? I understand that seeing an eye during invocation is pretty standard, but I’m specifically referring to seeing an eye any time, whenever you close your eyes.
I have been taking an unofficial break from things because I have been super busy and feeling burned out. I haven’t been restful or relaxed enough to invoke any spirit and I know I am in no position right now to hear them. I have, however, still been doing weekly tarot spreads or to ask questions as needed.
Anyway, whenever I close my eyes I see an eye in my mind. Sometimes it’s just the shape of an eye. Sometimes an eye with a pentagram over it. Tonight, I asked in my head and kept asking, “Who or what is this eye that always watches me?”
The eye in my head changed. It was still an eye, but now it was looking down, and from it a golden triangle was pouring out like light.
I started naming demons in my head, hoping to trigger a response. Finally, the name “Vespar” just came to me. I both heard it in my mind and the letters appeared vertically in purplish letters. I can’t find that name anywhere besides some sort of video game.
My gut tells me though that the eye itself isn’t “Vespar.” There might well have been an entity around me that is called that, but that energy disappeared immediately after the name appeared. I have been seeing some version of “the eye” in my mind ever since I’ve been blocked with all this overwork and fatigue. In fact, when thinking about it, way back on the first night I successfully invoked a demon I clearly saw (with my own eyes open) an eye with a shimmering rainbow pentagram swirling and changing colors around it.
What does the eye mean? Is it possible that it is, in fact, a representation of my own third eye? The portal through which I make contact?