Three weeks ago my ex and I broke up.
It has devastated me - As a result, I got back into magick, and the Goetia.
I first tried summoning Dantalion, the third or fourth try saw me trying to sleep, with a bright flash (almost like lightning) arcing across my closed eyes, instantly causing me to feel terrified.
Things got worse with my ex.
I tried summoning Zepar continuously last year, which I feel lead to me getting over my ex, and find my soulmate, my ex girlfriend.
I then moved on to summoning Sallos, and have been trying to invoke him over the last week once a day - Offering water, sandlewood incense, a photograph of my ex, three pure 925. silver rings and, once the deed is done, my soul and services, whilst being polite and using the demon invocation thread as mentioned on here, BALG, and his enn.
Last night I signed the sigil with my blood, and have been using the bloodsoaked sigil to summon him since - My power of visualisation is poor, and do not know how to read signs that he has heard or understood my requests
I aim to continue trying once a day, every day, until the deed is done, and have mentioned this to Sallos - I feel stronger in myself, and can only thank Sallos for this, as I believe that is him helping me, but I need to find a way of communicating, I often ask politely if he wishes to communicate, with no avail?
The sigil I have drawn is around 10x10cm, now soaked in blood
Is there any advice any of you can offer me?
I have tattooed Dantalions sigil on my skin, and have offered Sallos the same once the deed is done