Proud of you J.A ill write you a pm soon
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Performed a modified version of the self-deification ritual last night. Both of us were physically present and we took turns performing the sacrifice and absorbing the energy. I was directed by Belial to call forth the four Demonic Gatekeepers (Azazel, Abaddon, Amaymon, and Belial) to secure the sacred space, as well as to use Paimon, Andras, and Satan to energize the area and help guide the forces being unleashed from the sacrifices.
Now, I havenāt performed the original ritual so I canāt say how it compares, but this was pretty damn effective. Even just performing the sacrifice gave me a spiritual rush of energy that raised the hairs on my body from my legs up to my head. 
It remains to be seen what long term consequences this will have, but so far, count me impressed. 
Heh, the same damn thing happened during our initial invocation of Satanā¦ right on cue, they started howling behind us, in front of us, and on both sides. Gotta love synchronicities like that.
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Yes indeed I get as much out of being the operator as I do being the recipient. And I always ask the Gatekeepers to hold space.
Great job experimenting and thanks for sharing!
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So one question i had is there perhaps a way to do the rite of deification without doing a sacrifice. So I was thinking of maybe using sex magic and maybe that would have enough energy as an sacrifice ?
It wouldnāt be the same, but itās entirely possible. I know from experience that it will have some effects.
I created an entirely seperate thread about the deification rite search for it
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Alright so @Warlock Iām just getting to this. The more taboo something is, the more valuable it seems to be. I understand the argument against animal sacrifice and I could take the antagonist side as well. This topic is so big itās impossible to nail down into a box. I can only speak for myself and not the rest. I view all existence as a single thing. Thatās why I have no problem using a curse to eliminate people who I deem cancerous. Itās all according to my perception of course, but if I had cancer Iād have surgery and chemo if necessary to remove the tumor that was harming my good cells. Now those ābadā cells arenāt being removed from existence through death, but merely changing form, as matter/energy is neither created nor destroyed.
If someone or something, as in the case of abuse, is causing suffering to other beings (me as a collective) then I wish to end that suffering by eliminating that cancer. No worries, the offending being will change form and live on. Hopefully the rest of its journey will be more productive, whether incarnated as another being or in another plane 
How is sacrifice different? Again, this is my perspective. In the case of my sacrifices, I ask their permission. I treat them with kindness and respect all the way to the point of their death. I take no joy in suffering, as abusers do. I want them comfortable, and their change of form as energy is for a purpose (my ascent and that of other beings). Abusers enjoy harming others. I donāt. When others suffer, I suffer with them.
I understand the value of life and blood, and have learned to harness it on the rare occasion I feel it may be necessary. My sacrifices always submit, literally, and lay their heads willingly on the block. I can send you video evidence of this. You will also see me comfort them before the act takes place. When you eat grilled chicken breast, energy changes form through your digestive system. Absorbing a sacrifice is similar, like spiritual eating. Think plants have no consciousness and that vegetarians are somehow morally better for not eating meat? Nah.
Life consumes other life. Thatās how I view it. But to me there are negative ways and positive ways to utilize energy and co-exist with other beings.
I donāt expect you to agree with me, but I just wanted to share that. Thatās why I hate dog beaters but Iām ok with animal sacrifice.
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Thank you for taking the time to answer. Your sacrifices sound beautiful and it is clear you love the life you are taking. It is also clear that consent is important for you. Finally it is clear that this is the furthest thing from abuse. To be clear, I am not idealogically opposed to sacrifice and now I am glad that I have been shown a way in which it can be done in a way that is mutually beneficial for the operator and the sacrificed.
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Thank you that means a lot to me. And youāre right, I spend time with my sacrifice to build a bond. Itās not easy to do it afterwards, thus the term sacrifice. Iām not an advocate for sacrifice either. Iām not here encouraging everyone to do it. Iām just trying to explain why I personally have done it.
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Oh man is it hard.
Iāve been interested in this rite for a while but canāt bring myself to take an animals life. It feels like ripping a piece of myself out.
I really like how you explained it.
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I grew up in Louisiana in a family of hunters. I was desensitized to it early in life. I hunted deer, rabbits, squirrels, hogs, birds, and I fished. It was part of life to kill and eat. Only when I got into spirituality did I feel connected to other living beings that were non-human. Still it feels more respectful to eat an animal I killed myself than to eat some processed chicken nuggets at McDonalds when the chicken probably had inhumane living conditions and was terrified up to the point it was bludgeoned to death. Idk I just have a different perspective on taking life. Iām ok with it under the right circumstances, but Iām still on a journey myself, so I donāt claim to have everything figured out.
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Maybe Iād be more used to it if Iād had a hunting background idk, itās like cutting my own hands off.
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Nothing is more free range than wild game. I hunt and fish as well. at least I know the animal isnāt all jacked up on hormones. That said I have never performed animal sacrifice. Itās not off the table but itās also impractical for the time being.
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This is exactly my point of view as well. You managed to communicate the idea much better than Iāve been able.
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I still want to do this.maybe a list of the animals i can use. To many eyes for a chicken
Go with some kind of bird. Maybe dove or quail. Rodents will bite the living shit out of you.
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Theres actually some giant field rats in the middle of F.l maybe i could use one of them. I did a chicken months ago
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You could. Just remember I warned you.
Take it your mammal didnt want to go just yet lol. Hey i had to chase that chicken dude haha