sure
I asked for strength,
And God gave me difficulties to make me strong;
I asked for wisdom,
And God gave me problems to learn to solve;
I asked for prosperity,
And God gave me brain and brawn to work;
I asked for courage,
And God gave me dangers to overcome;
I asked for love,
And God gave me people to help;
I asked for favors,
And God gave me opportunities.
I received nothing I wanted â I received everything I needed.
My prayer has been answered!
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Could you please draw a couple of cards on why my demonic magic has spectacular backfired while angelic and divine magic goes okay okay
I got the Quareia Deck card âHidden Knowledgeâ. Iâm reading this as there being something about the working that is different and youâre not seeing, so itâs literally blindsiding you. If you work deeper into the understanding of how these workings manifest technically, you will be able to cut out whatâs getting in the way.
The card description is all about how manifestation progresses from the intention into energy, before that energy becomes physical.
This means the first place to look into fixing the working is the energy you are putting out, not the original intention itself. I might ask question like, are you focusing too much on lack rather than the outcome? So something like âI need xâ, not âI have X, X is coming to me easily and quicklyâ.
What goes around, comes around: If you put out the right energy, then the right energy comes back to you. - As far as the demonic is concerned here, youâre not putting out the right energy, so the wrong energy comes back. Check everything you do in the ritual, your attitudes and the way you ask, your expectations and how you think or and treat the people helping you.
If I recall, you think theyâre âbadâ and âdarkâ, so it doesnât surprise me that you get bad and dark back, but we already talked about this in your other thread - so, that could also mean this reading is polluted by that conversation prior, so take it with a pinch of salt. Or the cards are saying I was right 
Iâll leave that up to you as this is your journey. Either way, youâre doing something different in these rituals that failed and you need to know what that is and stop doing that.
Hidden Knowledge could mean the knowledge I gained at 13 from my guardian demon Halphas and at 17 from Yahweh
I think always think âThe demon shall get the job done for meâ
I have twice done a Rider Waite tarot card pull, and both times got the Empress (in the 2nd time got the Devil and Strength) On gazing at the Empress card, my vision gazed at the river and moved to the bottom of it
The next part might be my biased vision. A dark tendrilly monster (probably my black magic) formed at the bottom of the river, but it was struggling but unable to reach the surface of the water
Are there any ways to know exactly what a tarot card means?
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Seems related to whatever this extra energy is thatâs like a spanner in the works. Tendrils implies complexity and many connections. Under the water could represent its cthonic or clandestine nature. And itâs worth mentioning that many astral parasites have this form: back with tendrils.
The exact meanings of the cards are published. However, when using them in readings, you are using them as connections for communication between you and your subconscious. So as you have seen, you start to get impressions from your own deeper being, which do not use logic and language which are left brain tools, but the language of the senses, symbolism, comparisons, art and emotions.
Trying to use logic to analyze the impressions always gives imaginary results, you have to feel your way through them, compare with other feelings of what the impression reminds you of, which can look different but aspects will match up.
Unfortunately my master in tarot said to pass step 1 and I am no where near it
*Step 1:
Start meditating daily, minimum 20 minutes, maximum 60, but itâs is essential for it to be daily. Goal of it to reach complete external and internal silence - no thoughts, no feelings, no sound, no sight, no nothing. Complete darkness and absolute silence. To make it easier, you can start practicing that in quieter times, at night laying down in bed, when thereâs less disruptions and distractions.
Once you managed to achieve it for few moment, continue practicing staying in that state for longer and longer, until you are able to stay in that complete inner darkness and silence for prolonged periods of time (10-20mins at least) without feeling any discomfort.
And once you achieve that, then practice shifting to that state of complete silence at random times and random places, night time, day time, while standing in the queue in a shop to buy bread, or sitting at your doctorâs office, while taking ride on the bus, every possible chance you have, everywhere, as long as itâs safe to do so. Until you are able to reach that state at will at any time, within just few seconds, no matter of any disruption around you.
Step 2:
[feel free to come back when you get anywhere significant with the 1st step]*
By any chance, are you at a higher level so you could interpret it for me? We both reached the same result through tarot, so either we both are correct or both have been mislead by the dark tendrilly monster
Step one is not really that useful or necessary for tarot. Thatâs called âzen meditationâ as practiced by Japanese Zen Buddhist monks to help develop self control, clear blocks and allow your system to relax and heal itself, and in that healing you start to allow clearer access to your inner thoughts. Most people donât stop moving and thinking long enough to hear that quiet voice, the âsubconsciousâ inside, this lets you start that, but itâs only one of many ways.
For tarot, while itâs something you want to do while calm and relaxes without distractions, you do not need to be in trance or be able to do trance or meditate particularly. In fact doing tarot also works those muscles to improve your own communication with your subconscious too.
I say âparticularlyâ because sitting quietly and contemplating the meanings of things is also a form of meditation, by definition. To meditate on a thing means literally to think about it in a focused and concentrated way, while not doing much else, so your mind is 100% on the matter at hand. You can meditate in the shower and many do, without even realising that being deep in thought is also meditating.
Take that a step further by ritualizing it, and you have what we think of as âmeditationâ⌠So, say, you want âto meditate on the meaning of the images you saw when you looked at the Empress cardâ. Then make a nice comfy space, be comfortably dressed, clear out distractions and carve out deliberate time to think about it. You work through conscious relaxation exercises, clear your mind, forget your body, employ mental tools so that you can focus and enter into a deeply contemplative state. This also starts to allow subconscious thoughts that otherwise get drowned out to be heard, and you start thinking thoughts that wouldnât have occurred to you if you hadnât taken this time.
Thatâs a pity as it can take years to attain the zen state. I almost wonder if this person just doesnât want students!
Anyone can offer me a tarot reading, regarding my futuro with my special persona ???..Will there be a meeting ???.. or any information can get ⌠Thanks so much 
My posts and your post got removed. Could you restore it, preferably in my journal
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Can anyone please do a divination on me about why my magick is blocked and i cant get a single result even if try everything?
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i think something similar is happening to me where i didnt got results using enn , songs of solomon and ea koetting incantation to call spirits , the only thing that got me results was a book called lucifer and the hidden demons whre i felt disconnected from reality after doing a ritual , but that was in the past , but i have a feeling that if i try using lucifer and the hidden demons again it wont work , i recommend you do a ritual called illumination from the book angelic protection magick it will help get results , that ritual made me feel the presence of spirits , and it even made me feel disconnected from reality everytime i did rituals which didnt happen in the past and i also got a sensation of the energy going blank when using kingdoms of flame incantantion for banishing , maybe that will help , i also got a strange sensation inside me after doing rituals as if i was being warned that the ritual worked , but maybe you wont have the same experience as me because the effects from the ritual varies from person to person
btw i am not sure if i got results from the book lucifer and the hidden demons i just called apormanos and after some time i found a girl that liked me , but i remember that after that i did the ritual illumination and everytime i did a ritual i would feel sensations inside me
what methods have you tried ?
and i have also got results by asking someone to evoke a spirit for me
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Me too, but the person that i know that can evoke faded away 1 year ago
Im thinking that the reason is that im cursed due to a lot of circunstances in my life and that the curse is blocking my magick too, but that is my thought, so im asking for divination to be sure or have a little help
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i agree with you , i also did divination by mike_bee and he said me or someone i know was cursed , maybe i am cursed after all
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It looks like we are in a similar situation. But im not feeling insane, i think i am not only feel
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yes it looks
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