Recent discovery of being a hybrid

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I’ll share some of my experience with you.

This demonic, black essence has always been apart of me. Throughout my childhood, I felt them watching me and I’ve seen them on occasion. I always felt guarded. People around me… were not so fortunate. When the demons felt I was ready, that was when I officially started practicing my path. They started interacting with me more and more. Eventually, this led to a shattering and destruction of my identity. Bringing forth what was already buried deep within me.

Of course, my viewpoints and experiences differ greatly from yours, Abigail.

As far as accepting the demonic… I have deeply embraced it and everything that it entails, especially what many may view as “negative”.

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Well, I had accept my true self even befone knowing who I was. I had nothing to accept because I had already accepted it lifetimes ago, I only needed my memories back.

I have to admit that it’s cool and I want to know more about me. But one step at a time.

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I’m a nurse so I hope that counts for something

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hmm reptilians…
What types of reptilians exactly?

There are benevolent one’s, some on the fence and some that are
here to lure humanity into a new world order that are really vicious…
Annunaki reptilians working with a specific race of Greys that are here to destroy all life on earth, just like they did on other planets. (check out Mars, you’d be surprised, but you can channel this and find videos on it, but there used to be 3D life on it, the substance on it is the rest of what is left after a nuclear blast)
Some Annunaki reptilians did realize they had to work pro-life and got into more positive actions…;

I did hear about benevolent one’s though pertaining to the galactic federation of light, however, 5D beings.

About the demonic, it’s a part of our consciousness as the God-Mind we are interlinked to so, we all have a natural connection to Satan and Lucifer also, since all is one, as they are an integral part of the ‘angelic architect’ holding both the positive and negative polarities.

I know I am a crystal child and that part of me on one level of reality is Plediadian for example…;
from a channeling.

In general in my magick I do work with beings on both polarities (angelic and demonic, often in union) and with the cosmos at large, like gods and goddesses, nature beings, gaia, through the Source of all. :slight_smile:

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Actually the Christian faith has nothing to do with the real Yeshua.
I actually spoke to the man in spirit while in my body, and what he shown and told me made mainstream christianity look like a bunch of lies and disinformation. He himself does not approve of the bible, he said
‘throw away those books that say that you are separate from God’ in a channeling too- with a grieved voice.

He showed me that we are all equal in potential in the Almighty I AM-presence, the singular Cosmic God-Self, the Source of infinite potential, and that the christ is the heart chakra, christed cells, the christed field and the cosmic christ are all universal things, and that he is a guide like a spirit guide is, that leads to a central point towards cosmic self realization. (and of course still having the individuality of our soul).

YHVH or YHSVH also are letters referring to principles relating to the Cosmic fundaments relfected in all life on several levels of existence.

About Satan surely it is crucial for beings to know about their original relation to satan.
and that selling one’s soul or being a slave or subjugated unto the force he represent instead of being as a living god is the way to self-detriment and self-enslavement and has severe consequences. And the other way around, how to properly work with satan, when it comes to him.

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I have no Idea which type of Reptilian I am. Hoping to find out on the board this week.

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I originally came on this forum because of my new awakening. You can read it. Too much to go into on here. But I was breaking glass. Big pieces. Not meaning too. I learned I can take energy from anything. ESP electronics. I shut down computer labs. My friends car. Drained the battery. Even my own car. I don’t try to take energy from people but find I do at times but then give it back. Kind of like in a circular way. Give and take when talking with others like me. It’s like when your at a party and you get this rush. Everyone feels it. Lol

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phew, yeah church, I went to it on other people’s request, with those people…;
such a web of illusion indeed…;

accepting guilt, shame, fear, acceptance of the separation instead of accepting one’s own godly and infinite nature…; and thinking it is all true because Yeshua christ does come when people ask for healing. The ‘program’ was created by pharisees, that were in fact a vicious priest class a bit like the illuminati, working towards the corruption of others, and also working in favor , I believe of the enslavers of humanity…;

Which reminds me how extremely volatile the history of humankind is, with so much types of beings, phases…where even myth and reality are one…;
(myth like Odin related, Greek related, …) it’s phew…;

Annunaki, Nephilim, Igigi, you name it…

What is generally happening is that the hammer of cosmic justice though is coming down on the enslavers of the human race, and that this planet will very soon be upgraded by beings that are further on the evolutionary scale- 5D beings/humans, and ascended masters helping to heal the earth from polution and so on and take down these guys and their work:

(see strange things channel: youtube)

If you’re here dear Abigail, is that you probably felt you wanted to get your power back…;
your code , your map, your fate, above all is in your heart as an individual which is linked to the source of all things. In fact, you are the source of all things, in oneness and equality with all life. you have the full power of the source at your fingertips…and everything you see around you in the physical are some examples of what can be created, instantly even.

P.S. About a broken of branch of the Annunaki reptilians (some are benevolent , and some indeed being vicious, kill or manipulate human beings on a daily basis, work to the detriment of humanity - also did attack and kill other reptilian beings including of their own race, and mess up the planet still and those guys are being wiped out very quickly and massively, they don’t even care about a flower, nothing on this planet, they want it all dead).

don’t worry I guess being here you’re not the type that is being beaten to give up your free will to serve an evil plan to the detriment of human life, since this place and teachings are generally about self-empowerment… :wink:

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I agree with what you said. I’ve only known about myself not even a week. The Reptilian part. It’s A lot to take in. Almost simultaneously I might add. I ask myself why now. I think most of us here in the forum who know about this will be fighting in the war to come. I am not prejudice towards anyone. Race or creed. Doesn’t matter to me. Long as you are not unrighteousnessly hurting anyone. I believe in free will the same as Satan does.

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I agree with what you said. I’ve only known about myself not even a week. The Reptilian part. It’s A lot to take in. Almost simultaneously I might add. I ask myself why now. I think most of us here in the forum who know about this will be fighting in the war to come. I am not prejudice towards anyone. Race or creed. Doesn’t matter to me. Long as you are not unrighteousnessly hurting anyone. I believe in free will the same as Satan does.

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I wouldn’t say Dragon. I feel she would have said Dragon if that was the case.

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I believe it is perfectly okay to harm others. “Righteous” or not.

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I believe if it’s justified it’s ok. I don’t get off hurting people for fun. Not that’s what you do. Some will. I feel there is a balance in the world. Some will call good evil and evil good. Long as I’m on Satan side. My father I have no worries. I don’t judge other people belief. Matter fact I try to see there side of things.

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How often do you shed your skin?

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Lol. I don’t see it.

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Like when you get burnt your human skin flakes off how often do you naturally shed your skin cause if its once a year your a dragon

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so you’ve got the eye-slid fx-mentioning by a friend;
the oujia board can be very tricky when it comes to getting proper answers,
since some errant spirits could give answers too, but you did feel the same, very recognizable energy of satan back then, as much as you do now, affirming you these things then…(?)

Pretty interesting! :slight_smile: and you can easily channel demons…
like Belial, and so on…?

Guess that very much clears the way for some good communication when you call upon these beings directly…;

Interesting…! :slight_smile:

I remember having an experience once during a ritual where Satan turned into pan, playing on his flute it was amazing! :slightly_smiling_face: ht_smile:

I call upon Satan quite often actually together with lots of other beings indeed from both polarities to aid me in my rituals. :wink:

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I don’t know. Never really paid attention. How often I shed my skin. I didn’t know there were dragons. I can ask Satan. Get back to you.

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Every Daemon has there own energy “calling card” as I would call it. I know who I’m talking to by how they feel. Asteroth my sister feels almost the same as me. Geotic family very close. Yes I talked to Belial a lot. Sometimes they feels the same because they are related. Hence geotic family. 9 Kings and queens. Not all do but can be very similar. Even I get nausea when I talk to Set sometimes. There others that make me feel that way. Not Beliel, Satan , Lucifer, Azazel , mammon , Beezelbub

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but you did feel the same, very recognizable energy of satan back then, as much as you do now, affirming you these things then…(?)
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Is this a question or statement. Not sure what your saying.