Sweetheartā¦ love is a very rare thing. Itās a precious gem that takes years to refine, not something that you can find at the supermarket. For most peopleā¦ Itās something that happens but once in a lifetime. That soul kind of love.
And never pour your heart out to anybody unless they prove theyāre worthy of it. Thatās a very dangerous thing to do.
Love will come when youāre not searching.
Hmm, well, I may just actually do it, TBH. Even if succubus and incubus are known to be overprotective, Iām up for it. Hopefully things donāt get too out of hand, when it comes to that overprotective part. O.O
So far, so good. I just completed the the letter of intent, and I already started feeling light touches. Things felt exhilarating, honestly! I definitely sensed a presence strong enough to make me nervous.
Just something random I heardā¦ Letās ramble on about itā¦
So, I heard someone say something like āSheās kinda cute but can be so damn feisty.ā Lmao, well, I did choke someone in my dream last night, and I raised them up in the air while grabbing their neckā¦ Buutt, thatās just half of how feisty I can be, lol!
I may look and act like a puppy, but this puppy isnāt just all bark, because I can be all bite too.
I have a ramble: everything you do, has to be in concordance with nature. If you show or express any resistance the river will knock you down eventually and it will suck. By then you will have to endure the river and keep progressing, and learning. Showing resistance to the flow of the universe will block your motion, and build your e-motions.
Well, so far the incubus has been giving slight touches, and now, when I asked for a sign, he shows me a heart-shaped cloud with a dickā¦ He even signed the letter āJā under it!
Experiencing things on a different levelā¦ Itās like I can truly feel him pressed up against meā¦ I can feel his heatā¦ I can almost smell himā¦ I can almost sense his energyā¦ I feel comfortā¦ safeā¦ Everything is telling me to surrender to him and put my guard downā¦ Itās like heās truly taming the beastā¦
āHeā meaning an incubus. I really should ask him what he wants to be called, because I feel bad with saying āan incubus,ā āmy incubus,ā or āan entityā several times.
So far things are still at the stage of light touches and small talk. Just getting to know each other. Iāve been feeling several gentle touches, but I also felt my hand being squeezed. That gets me excited yet calm, lol. I also been seeing orbs everywhere.
Iām just so excited about how well things are going. He seems to be a really great guy. I also seem to be thinking about him a lot. I feel that when I do, it gives him comfort, so that makes me at ease.
So, I had to vent to my companion. I even said āWell, I donāt know if you can hear me butā¦ā and then, I see this posted about the same time I was venting to himā¦ Yep, I think he and I are definitely going to get along well.
You donāt have to hold back on feeling. No matter how early in a relationship, if your heart wants to love, let it love. Holding back may backfire. If you donāt let yourself love now, you may not be able to laterā¦ Love while you can. Remember this relationship is about you and him and no one else.
I just now felt him squeeze my hand as a reassurance. Ah, so many strong feelings alreadyā¦