R U serious?

How does one go about maintaining this mentality? In other words, at one time I thought having this realization was a “one and done” thing, but Ive had several cases where Ive had to step back and really wonder why things in my life are the way they are, and its basically because at some point I got distracted and forgot I was god. I can continue my daily meditation and energy practices and still lose grasp on that particular feeling, so obviously a sticky note on my mirror wont do the trick. I guess time and experience wil show me…