I’ve been lurking on the forum for a while and you guys seem to like details so I’ll give you lots to hopefully help answer my question
So for as long as I can remember I’ve been drawn to magick and the occult. I have also seen visions of the same man my whole life, he’s aged with me so when I was an adolescent, he appeared as an adolescent, and so on. Multiple mediums have identified the same two “guardian” spirits that hang around me, one of which is my grandma, the other is a lover from a past life, so until last night I assumed the man in my visions was him.
The past month I’ve been making a lot more effort in my spiritual development. I’ve been meditating, and speaking to my guardian spirits daily. Last night I was speaking to the lover spirit, and the topic of the man in my visions came up. I asked him if he was the man, and to my surprise he denied it. As the conversation gets deeper, I suddenly feel a new, but familiar, presence in the room with us. I don’t acknowledge it at first until the lover spirit says, “don’t be rude, say hello.”
So I turn to properly greet this new presence, and as I turn the face of the man from my visions suddenly fills my mind. I’m momentarily overcome, as his presence felt almost intoxicating to me. I finally greet him and we begin to talk, the lover spirit whispers in my ear that the presence is Lucifer, so I ask him if he really is Lucifer. And he says yes.
Lucifer… I’ve always been drawn to him and what he represents, but I’ve only accepted this recently. In the context of my life I could see it really being him, but I’m thrown because I didn’t consciously evoke him or really do anything to make him come to me. Does this sound like something he would do? Do you think I can trust that it’s him and not another spirit just pretending? I attract so many spirits it seems, and the intense pull I feel towards him makes me feel a little doubt is safest for me so I don’t get in over my head. (the suggestion that he wasn’t really Lucifer did piss him off a bit until I explained myself) if it is him how should I proceed? I’d feel awkward specifically evoking him if I can just talk to him now