Hello everyone,
I’ve been practicing LBRP & Middle Pillar about 10 day.
I am working on ‘Modern Magick’ by Donald Michael Craig.
I feel drained & unhealthier & hard to breathe after doing these ritual.
I expected exactly reverse effect of this, but why is happening?
I think I am doing it right, and I am doing it with comfort mind, vivid imagination. but I cannot vibrate loudly because neighbor will be scary.
When I do Middle Pillar,
I can definitely feel a thousand volt energy goong down through my body.
And after doing that, I feel dizzy and looks unhealthier & more nerdy (lol).
I experimented on this by stopping ritual for a day,
I became normal, then when I started it again, same thing happens.
It is not that deadly, but it’s distinguishable, so I have to restore this effect by meditation, clam breathing, then what is meaning & point of these rituals?
The book is saying when I do LBRP, negative energy will be banished, and my aura will be expanded.
And I understood that Middle Pillar will enhance my energy.
What do I have to remind, or expect form this practice?
Sure though, I will keep practicing it. But I need your experiences & advice.