Some of the things I have petitioned for are happening right now. Things have been moving pretty swiftly. It has been amazing to see the things that I have asked for start to fall into place.
Not only has the reconciliation fallen apart, but the rings are off, and she is back to her old tricks again on social media. Painting him as a deadbeat dad (which could not be a bigger lie), and accusing him of all manners of lies and abuse. Very nasty accusations.
Our time at theater is drawing to a close soon, and there will be a couple of months where we break and I likely will not see him again during that time frame. I had been worried about losing access because I wouldn’t be able to gauge progress.
Two nights ago, I was visited by a lesser demon named Steele (or Asteel or Asteer), who has been watching me for a while and finally came to me. There’s much more detail about this in a previous post. His services seem to be spying, and he can watch anyone and tell me their actions, thoughts and feelings. He can just pop in or he can be attached to the person(s) all the time. He gave me his sigil for me to contact again, but I feel like he hasn’t left me yet.
Yesterday, on my way to work, I was thinking about what he had said to me. I was wondering about the hundreds of eyes on his torso, and if those are how he watches people. I thought maybe he affixes one of those eyes to them and that’s how he can be many places at once. He chimed in and said that it worked similar to that, but not in the literal sense.
I asked him if he was sent to me or if he came to me. He said, “Both, in a way.” I asked him who he reported to, who was in his chain of command. He said Lucifer, and I said, “That’s an easy answer. Who doesn’t rank under Lucifer?”
He seemed amused but he hesitated a bit. “I am under Asmoday.” He sensed my disapproval of that. I answered, “Really? Asmoday… or Lilith?”
My response amused him. He said that, yes, Lilith was more involved than Asmoday. That he, Steele, was neither commanded or ordered to come to me. Rather, it was a suggestion or an option that he was given to decide for himself if he wanted to help me or not help me. Steele explained that he was already here, “visiting” me when I had the issue with the aggressive spirit the other night. That tracks because I have felt him for at least a week or two now before he came forward.
Steele also seemed to confirm, without saying so outright, that Asmoday was my aggressive visitor the other night. That Asmoday was/is irritated that Lilith wanted to keep him out of fixing things for me. Asmoday feels like it needs a very heavy handed, much more destructive approach. Lilith has been watching for a while and believes that I have had too much destruction in my life, and that I need gentler forms of assistance.
I asked Steele what else does he do. He said that he does exactly what he offered to me the other night. He watches, nothing more and nothing less. He will not interfere and cannot change the course of things. He is, in a nutshell, a spy.
The eyes on his torso are not a metaphor for all the things watching me. They are a metaphor, though, for his ability to see many things at once through himself. They are also “real” human eyes in the sense that they are part of his true form, and they blink and move and cry, etc. Just like regular, human eyeballs. He reminded me that he was hideous and that the man’s face he presented was a mask for me. I told him that they’re just eyeballs, and there’s nothing too hideous about eyeballs. Steele liked that.