neglecting yourself is just as bad, if not worse than neglecting others.
Other people have every ability to do the same things you want to do, whether they are aware of it or not, and their path will designate if they come into this realization or not, and yours is not for you to feel one way or the other about it…yours is to get done what you need to get done.
So get your work done. Use any and all of the skills you have available to bring you the resources needed to get said work done. When you’ve taken care of YOU, THEN start worrying about charity and altruism. You’ll be able to help out much more when youre in a more stable position to do so, and giving requires no second thought to your own well-being.
Letting Go of Guilt Related to Money - #2 by TheLotusEater
In the reading I just got from Lady Eva, it was mentioned to me that I should watch for latent outgoing funds, as in useless trivialities I shouldn’t be spending money on anyway.
Tighten up your ship, plug up your vessel, lest it sink.
Asmoday is the guardian of treasures, so he probably doesn’t want you wasting your hard earned money on trivial things that could go to better uses!
He’s a dragon, hoarding his treasures
King Asmoday - #3 by Gnosis
“There is more to an empire than its leader.”
Suhn'tal'ock